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4. Say Hello! To Teenage.

"Hi Liam!" - I said.

"Hi! Dinosaur!" - He replied.

He passed away saying this. He's a dumbass nothing else, nobody literally understands what he says. Anyways, leave him; it’s again so busy days here & it's December. I was not able to meet Alex from a couple of weeks, so that's horrible. C'mon, I like her, I told you!

But finally, today's school & I'm on my route, Liam's ahead me. I'm alone walking towards it, then suddenly... Guess what? I giggled! FUCK YEAH! So, the reason of that was I read it in a book that if we giggle while thinking about a person, we are in love with them, so umm... I don't whether it's a thing to be happy or sad, no matter, it was definitely neutrally expressed.

I reached the school. The days were going boring in school. Boredom, Boredom, Boredom everywhere. I entered the class & looked around, and guess what? Alex was absent. Why this never happened she meant nothing to me.

Miss Souzzane entered & started teaching us.

Alex rushed & accidentally crashed to the door.

"Sorry, Miss!" - Alex horribly said that. Ew; but it was cute.

"Its 8:30 Alex! You should've been reported 1 hour earlier!" - Miss was fierce.

"Sorry, I slept very late yesterday, I'm really sorry Miss!" - Alex requested.

"Get Out!" - As I said Miss Souzzane was fierce.

I was watching them converse in front of the whole class, it was actually funny. Alex went out in punishment, but why? I wanted her to sit in the class. Oh! I was all confused & weird. That feeling is so confusing, I don't know what to do!

I was feeling jealous lately as another guy talked to her.

Days passed in torture.

January 1 2013.

I was keeping my mind away from Alex, as I can't bear that jealousy! My birthday was coming I was excited. I was thinking that should I call her to my Birthday party or should I not, how will I talk to her parents, Oh God! It's so difficult; but I made it sure in my mind that Alex is coming, I'll invite her.

I told my mother that I've many new friends & most of 'em are in my locality only, Mom was happy. I thought this was the starting to invite Alex to my birthday. I made sure that I got seen from my Mom with my girlfriends, I mean 'girl' friends, so that Mom asks me that who were they so that I can tell her about them. I am bad at starting a topic like this. I was so, so, so planned, I enjoyed my intelligence. HA! HA!

My planning was not gonna fail, that's was for sure.

I was talking to her, meeting her meanwhile during school, evening etc. I was a happy time, by this time I many times thought wether she also like me or not. Whether she sees me the same way I do? I threw that topic from my mind because I didn't have a strong emotional bonding of true & immense love with her, though. It was just a simple like as a friend.

I was going to be a teen. A teenager. OH MY GOD! A TEEN!

The day before my birthday, I went to Alex's house. I ranged the bell. The door quickly open as if someone was very close to the door & reacted to bell last as hell.

"Who's there?" - Maybe Alex's Dad.

"Hello, Uncle. Is Alex there?" - I asked.

"Yes, Son, come in! I'll call her!" - He said.

I came in & sat down on the sofa there. I was gazing the house meanwhile her Dad went to call her! I was very nervous to talk to her in front of her Dad, till now I was successful in reaching her house, entering it, and make her Dad call her. Huh!