𝑀𝐼𝐿𝐸𝑆𝑇𝑂𝑁𝐸𝑆 . [COMPLETE]

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕊𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟

Your POV

You have the doctors appointment today, and we're not excited. Ever since you were young you hated doctors and dentists, they just freaked you out with their needles and other instruments. You walk into the waiting room, and see a little girls eyes light up when she sees you, a boy no older looked up at you when she nudged him. You smile and waved at them, and they walked over to you.

"Oh my gosh, you were in Shazam, I looove you!" The girl said in a high voice.

"Sure was hun, what's your names?" You asked leaning on your knees to get on their level.

"I'm Josh and this is Charli," the boy said grinning.

"Well it nice to meet you both, want to get some photos?" You said, Charli squealed and Josh ran to get him moms phone. You took some photos on your snapchat and put them on your story.

You said bye to the two kids when your name was called to go into your appointment. You walk into your doctors room nervously, praying nothing's wrong.

"Hi y/n, I'm Doctor Bentley," you smile at him and nod, "why have you come in today?" He asked.

"My stomachs been playing up lately," you say, he does some check ups on you, and even gets you to take a pregnancy test.

"Good news," you hold your breath, "everything is fine, you just have a stomach bug."

You exhale and smile, "thanks doc."

He game you a thumbs up, "just pay at the counter, also I really liked your performance in Shazam." You smile at him and say your goodbyes.

$150, Jesus Christ, you think while driving home, nothing was even wrong. You hear a beep come from your phone, you pick it up and realise it's Finn.

You don't read it until you arrive at your place, you don't wanna seem desperate or pick up a bad habit of texting and driving.

You arrive home, just what you need at the moment, the place that holds heat packs and medicine. Your trying you best not to think about the text Finn sent you, while your making some light food you hope to keep down.

You jump on the couch take one bite of the sandwich you made and then give in to yourself. You have to open that text eventually why keep avoiding it..

Y/N, I want to see you.

That's it. No big rant about how much of a disgrace you are, or that if You ever dare touch another again you shall perish in a fire made for witches alike. Okay so you didn't expect his to want to see you ever again. You tried to keep your cool and not have a panic attack. What if he hates me and only want to see me to rub the fact I'm a huge asshole in my face? Thoughts races your mind and before you know it, it's an hour after you opened the message.

You ponder for another 20 minutes on how to reply, and end up with this.

I'm down, meet me at the cafe next to the underground stage at 1:00 this afternoon.

And with that you sent it. Then the realisation came to you. You're a complete mess, and need at least an hour or more to tame yourself. It's currently 11:17am plenty of time!

Finn's POV

Ding!
I head towards my phone to check if it was anything important, and honestly I couldn't decide if it was or not.

I don't even know why I bothered to text her I'm not planning on forgiving her yet. But then again, I long to see her again for she is my everyt- no snap out of it Finn, I lightly slap my face in the hopes that my feeling would disappear into thin air. Not a chance.

Once I opened the message I couldn't breathe. It was bad enough sitting in the car with her for like 10 minutes, let alone sitting in a cafe for who knows how long. How will I confront her? and should I forgive her? How could anyone make up for what she did to my heart? Thoughts raced through my mind.

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I was driving towards the cafe taking my sweet time because I knew I was late and I didn't mind it, the later I was the less time I had to spend with the heart breaker.

I pulled up to the cafe at 1:09, it just so happens she pulled up just as I did fuck I think she doesn't even have the right to be angry at me and she has the nerve to be late!

Your POV

Late? He is late?! He was the one that wanted to meet up! I'm aloud to be late, I have a horrible, sorrowful truth within me that I needed to figure out how to tell. Thoughts scrambled through your head.

You got out the car dressed in leggings and a jumper. He got out the car as well, you could tell he gave a sigh by the way his chest moved up and down, it was a long sad sigh. You immediately regretted your decision to agree to meet up. But you went on with your pre-thought plan.

"Finn," you nodded your head at him as you walked closer, a way to acknowledge him without to much exaggeration.

He looked at you with hurting eyes, "hello y/n" he started towards the cafe entrance expecting you to follow...and you did.

He sat down at a window table with two yellow couch like seats, and a small wooden table in between. No escaping now you thought.

"What I did to you was rude and unkind, no one should have to face that especially if it involves their best friend. I ruined a friendship you had. But not only that I ruined us, that is something I will forever regret. I was drunk but that's no excuse. I have to say that I told jack previously I had no intention on doing what i did with him. But my words were no match for a drunk bunch of teens." You held your breath waiting for an answer.

"Your right," he said with what seemed like no emotion, yet the words held so much emotion that you teared up. Somewhere inside yourself you hoped he would forgive and forget as fast as lightning. But you also knew that wasn't happening.

"I am... was in love with you y/n. Why couldn't you just used basic human moral before fucking my best friend. Im not willing to forgive you right now. But I don't want to loose you and I'm stupid for that." His face was stern, but his eyes held so much sadness.

"You were in love.." You choked.

"YES IM ST-" he yelled scaring you, but quickly changed his tone, "I'm still in fucking love with you. And I'm saddened by that. You broke me." He was tearing up, no matter how hard he tried to hide it.

"I-I'm sor-sorry" you start to feel tears falling down your cheeks, Finn whispered fuck under his breath. He stands up and moved next to you putting an arm around you.

"I don't get to be sad, I know I'm the wrong doer here, but I fucked up I r-really did and I regret everyth-thing" you spat out in between silent cries.

You say with you both of you lying back on the chair looking towards the art filled ceiling.

Finn's POV

I held her loosely, no matter how hard I try I can't leave her forever.

In this moment we felt pure bliss sitting next to each other, it was like the world had disappeared around us and all of our problems vanished.

For now we are pure and innocent until this daydream ends and the real world comes back to haunt us.

I'm forgiving to fast, and I know it will come back to bite me. Why did I say I loved her? I barely knew her. But the feeling I get when we are together is beyond just liking her.

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