Jennie's P.O.V
Today. Today is the day the reality show will start. Ugh I'm really not in the mood to get up tho.
"Jennie-yah~" Lisa calls out to me.
"What do you want?" I bluntly answer.
"Well damn jendeuki" she giggles.
"I said. What. Do. You. Want" I said slowly getting irritated.
"Are you on your lady days?" Lisa asks me.
"No. Why?" I sit up
"Nothing, you just seem out of it unnie" Lisa sits next to me.
"Oh really? Sorry bout that" I look down
"Haha its ok unnie! C'mon lets have breakfast" she takes my hand.
"Hey girls" jisoo greets us.
"Sup" I say bluntly
"Woah unnie, feeling depressed again? Its ok we'll tell our manager to move the sched if you don't feel like filming" rosè assures me.
"No,no its fine. I'll just act happy...like I always do" I suddenly feel so empty.
"Aww unnie" Lisa hugs me.
"Girls! Get ready, EXO will be here any minute" our manager bursts in.
"Got it!" Jisoo reassures our manager.
"Unnie will you really be fine?" Rosè asks me again.
"Yeah, of course" I smile.
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Baekhyun's P.O.V
Jesus, another scandal? They really work hard on taking me down huh? Well that's an idol's life in a few words.
"What happened?" Minseok hyung asks me.
"I don't know actually, its just a misunderstanding." I frown.
"What kind of misunderstanding?" Chanyeol sits next to me.
"A fan posted something online, it was something I said about depression. But it was translated in a wrong way, so I have to apologise I guess" I said resting my head on the table.
" you know, its not your fault" Jongdae pats my back.
"Yeah, don't feel bad" Chanyeol assures me.
"C'mon guys! Its time to go" our managers shouts.
"Understood! Lets go"
---later----
Jennie's P.O.V
Why does my depression have to make me feel like this? And why today? I feel really...empty
"Are you sure you're ok?" Rosè asks me again.
"Again? How many times did you ask me that already?" I fake a laugh. But it seems like she doesn't really believe it.
"Unnie we can cancel it anytime if you want" rosè sighs
"No really! I'm fine chaeng" I give her a smile.
"Ok. If you say so" she walks away.
"Oh. My. God!!!" Lisa shouts. Literally next to my ear. jesus christ Lalisa.
"They're hereeeee" jisoo joins lisa on her shouting parade.
It was actually a beautiful day, but it makes me feel really sleepy. I don't know why
"Good morning ladies!" EXO's manager greets us.
"Oh hi!" Jisoo greets him back.
"1,2,3! Annyeong Haseyo BLACKPINK imnida!" We introduce ourselves.
"Wow its the first time we get to talk like this huh?" Suho laughs. I didn't even realise that the cameras are already rolling.
"Haha I agree" rosè replies back. Ugh this will be a VERY long day.
---night time---
It was already around 6:30 so the filming was done. And we had time to actually talk to EXO without the cameras. But unfortunately I feel very shy, so I just sat next to rosè the whole time.
"Hey unnie? You feel ok?" Rosè pats my back.
"Yeah, I'm perfectly fine' I say without an expression.
"Jennie-ssi? You look pretty out of it" xiumin smiles at me. Am I dreaming or what? oMG
"Oh sorry" I hide my face.
"Its ok, are you feeling alright?" Woah why does everyone notice my expressionless face today.
"Yeah, of course I'm fine' I fake a smile.
"I can't really believe that." He sits next to me.
"Why not?" I ask.
"Its written all over your face. Do you feel sad? Depressed?" How does he know that?
"Depressed? You guessed it" I fake a laugh. But he looks serious.
"Do you want to talk about it?" He pats my back.
"I don't know, but not really in a mood for it. Wait, you should go to the other members. They'll think we're getting close here" I smile.
"Well speaking of that, looks like someone wants to talk to you. But he's just biting his tongue." Xiumin looks at baekhyun who immediately looks away after having eye contact.
"Should I call him?" Xiumin laughs.
"If he wants, I guess" I shyly smile.
"I think he can help you." He smiles at me before walking away.
Help me? With what? Well speaking of which. Looks like xiumin is pushing baekhyun to my direction. I suddenly realise that I'm smiling so I immediately cover my face with my hair.
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Baekhyun's P.O.V
oMFg why is minseok hyung pushing me to her??? I cAnT with him
"Yah! Hyung stooop" Well shit, minseok hyung is really the strongest in our group. Cuz I can't even fight back.
"C'mon she needs someone as hyper as you to cheer her up" minseok smiles at me.
"H-Huh? Why me tho?" I blush.
"Just Because" he finally gives me a final push.
"H-Hi" I say nervously.
"Are you nervous or something?" Jennie giggles.
"Omo! Are you reading my mind?" I smile at her. Wow I'm good at this whole talking with a girl thing huh?
My heart skipped a beat when she smiled, oh god that was fast.
"So minseok hyung told me that uhh you needed me?" I blush
"W-what? Why would he say that" seems like I'm not the only one blushing.
"I-I don't know, but do you have a problem or something?" I ask.
"Well not really, I don't want to talk about it" she looks down
"Oh sorry! Was that too fast?" I worry.
"Its fine, don't worry about me." She smiles.
Is it only me or does this feel like a dream? And was her smile fake? I don't really see genuine happiness. Well that can improve
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Fiksi PenggemarTaking time is always good. But why do I feel like I'm running out of time? I feel like I'm slowly going crazy. They say I just need someone to love. But Love doesn't always solve anything, well that's what I think.
