Just another episode?

Chater 3

  As the lessons trawle on i learn the Blue has a sense of humour and has been trying to cheer me up to improve my mood, with little success. Hes made me laugh when possible even if it hasnt made my mood better. I have an impression that he knows something i dont. Now as i sit at my usual table, with my usual group if friends i catch him look at me and his eyes sparkle with an unshared secret.  

I'm munching on my sandwich half heartidly when Morgan, the Head Girl, comes over and stands behind me. I dont realise till Blue points her out.

" You ready to go on duty?" she says. Great. Duty i forgot about that. Just what i need. I glance at Blue and a questioning glance in his eyes and an expression on his face that says how am i meant to find next lesson without you.

" Yeah but Blue has to come with us, because hes new and hes in my lessons." She shrugs in reply as if she doesnt care what happens, but i know for a fact that she really doesnt want him around but i ignore her rudeness because i have better things to worry about and she knows that.

We get up and leave the bustling hall full of hungary hormonal teenagers. I have to squeeze through the tiny gaps in the crowd because of my height and being so small. Unlike Blue of course who demands attention and everyone will move for him.  

Groups of squeeling girls look on at a distance of the beauty of Blue he grabs their undivided attention just by being jaw droppingly gorgeous. For some reason i feel a twinge of jeaslousy in my stomach. If only Cassie could see me, shed say i had a crush on him. But thats insanesly impossible and stupid hes only just started the school and yet it feels like ive known him for years. Dont be stupid, your imagining these things. You dont like him like that. How could i anyway? I dont know nothing about him... Yet. My cheeks blush and i become aware of his presence standing next to me as we walk towards the lower part of the school to mine and Morgans duty destination.

Blue is very observant and looks all around him taking in the large campus of West High Secondary School. His hands stuffed into his trouser pockets. Eyes wide with curiosity. The wind sweeping his dark hair into effortless tuffts of sticky up curls that make his jaw look chizzled to perfecton. Jheezz i shouldnt be noticing this...especially when your brothers at home pucking his guts up non-stop. The thought of Cory brings tears to my eyes.

We've stopped due to us reaching our destination -outside the English depaartment. Im in a world of my own and dont realises a single tear that rolls down my pale face, i quickly wipe it away before anyone notices. Morgan is busy with some insistent year9's that wont go outside and do as they have been told and have been a pain in the backside from day one...but i look to check if Blue had seen it. His face is looking at mine and our eyes meet. I know hes saw. Theres a look of pity and understanding in his eyes that confuse me and leave me intruiged. In his eyes theres a flash of emotion that equally represents mine, but in one second that emotion of dread and pain has gone. Its an emotion only few understand. So why does he understand? Does he have a realative that suffers with CVS - or is it him- maybe?  

The time draws on to the end of lunch and by the end of it all i want to do is slap Morgan around the face. All she has been dong is moaning and bitching about the littlest things when other people have more inportant things to worry about. So when the bell signals for the end of lunch i let out a sigh of relief and i see Blue do the same. A visible exhale of relief.

"So where are we now?" he asks as Morgan stalks off to her English class.

"Here, ironically. We have English now and then Geography"

"Cool" Finally our teacher comes and opsens the door. She is tall with brown hair and is an excellent teacher i have learnt so much from her over the past 2 years that im grateful to have her as a teacher.