Chapter 2

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Silence. I took a peak and above me was Kurt blinking in space as though trying to figure something out. I giggled causing him to snap out of whatever world he transported to.


I reached out and poked his nose. "You're weird" still giggling. That brought him back as he glared at me and swatted my hand away.

He looked like he was ready to strangle the life out of me...well not really but you get my point.

Think of a distraction Rose come on!

You're talking to yourself.

Wha...whose there!

It's your subconscious you idiot!

Who are you calling idiot?! you don't even know me. Who are you to say such thing?! And don't you dare roll you're eyes at me.

*Silence*

Yeah that's right keep you're unwanted comments to yourself!

Feeling trump that I won an argument, I smirked.

Idiot. My subconscious retorted.

Or not. Anyways, who scares Kurt more than her mother...think brain think...His mate!

"Hey look it's Devon! Dev! help! Ow my poor bones! WHY?!" I shouted/whined pointing behind Kurt, distracting him. Kurt abruptly turned around in searched for his mate and then panicked when realization downed on him. His grip loosened on me and I took that as a chance. I kicked him where the sun doesn't shine causing him to stumble back clutching his jewels.

Nothing wrong with playing dirty here and there.

I stood up, placed my palm unto the ground. The ground shifting and sending him flying back at a light force.

His eyes widened and *boom* Kurt down. I repeat Kurt down. I sent him flying to a tree.
He groaned at the impact. Ouch! that hurts but it's fine everybody the tree is still standing.

I grinned, "You're always a good laugh Kurt."

Skipping my way into my room. I then jumped into my bed.

I pulled the sheets closer to me,  noticing how cold the bed suddenly was. I breathed out shakily, all happiness and laughter just a second ago washed away from me.

I smiled bitterly, looking up at the ceiling.

Three years ago, the Castallion pack found me curled up freezing in the snow. I was a rouge then but the Alpha and Luna chose to save me. They fed me, clothed me and has been taking care of me ever since. They even offered me a place in the pack but I just coudn't accept.

I ran my fingers through the sheets. Although my bed is comfortable and I've been using it for three years, I still feel like this isn't where I should be. Probably part of the reason why I can't pledge myself in this pack.

I miss the warmth my old bed provided for me. Was it really the bed though? I chuckled to myself.

"Eros"
"Axeros..." I tried to grab his attention off his laptop. He hummed and placed his hand over my thigh, rubbing circles on it.

"I'm almost done, love, just sending an email to the South." he assured me but still not taking his eyes off the computer. I pouted and lifted myself of the bed. Deciding to tease him for a little.

I traced imaginary patterns across his chest and bit my lip. Making a trail down and lowe-
He caught my hand before it could reached its destination. He looked me straight in the eyes,  his a shade darker. He learned close and whispered to my ear,  "Let me finish this real quick and then I'll finish you.". He gave me a gentle kiss on the cheek and went back to his laptop.

  I huffed and stood up from our bed. Not even a second later I felt myself being pulled back into a hard chest. Arms around my waist tightened, drawing me closer to his chest. I could feel how close he was by the hot breath on my ear sending shiver down my spine.

He nibbled on my ear. "You've been very impatient today hmm..." he whispered in his ever seducing husky voice.

"And very naughty" he said. I squeezed my legs together and leaned back to him.
He lightly bit on my neck sending shivers all over my body, I had to hold back a moan. He's clearly enjoying torturing me as he continued to tease me, leaving me frustrated and annoyed.His lips trailed down my mark. I gasped and leaned back further into him. He chuckled, sending vibration on my back.

I smiled, my hand went to my neck but frowned when I felt nothing but skin.

Sigh

I missed him so badly. Three long damn years and my heart still longs for him.

But....I'm not allowed to miss him, not after what I did.

I didn't even realized that I was crying until I felt a hand wiped it away. I found Kurt sitting on the edge of my bed. I know everyday I'm losing a bit of myself. I'm surprised I'm even sane...well most of me.

Memories turns to nightmares playing on my mind like a broken caset player. I have them worst to the point that I purposely knock myself out to stop my suffering. But I realized how weak I was by doing so.

So I faced them. Made myself accustom to the pain and learned to silence my screams. Kept my horrors to myself.

But no matter how I chose to be alone, someone was always at the side helping me from a distance. Kurt being the typical hero, came and drove them away...or at least he think he did. It's the thought that counts. Kurt would then slaps me awake and then holds me tight and let me sob through the night.

I felt a nudge on my side and my eyes found Kurt's.

I gave him a reassuring smile which he returned with a pointed look, eyes telling me bitch don't you know you can't fake that around me. I chuckled. Kurt is the best friend anyone could ask for. He then raised his hand and smack the back of my head hard.

Hold up I take it back.

"Ow! What was that for?" rubbing the spot behind my head.

"Really? You dretched me in water!! That could have past but did you really had to kick my thing!! Ugggh you women never understand our struggles. What would my boo say when he hears about this? OH GOD WOULD WE EVER HAVE KIDS?!". I rolled my eyes. He is blessed with an equally handsome mate and here he is worried about pushing kid out of his nonexistent vagina. He crossed his arms and pouted childishly. But came out looking like a fish trying on duck lips.

"Yeah what would he say if he finds out you've been eyeing me like a hot piece of meat that I am." I chuckled.

He looks like his honestly about to throw up. "I was messing with you! Girl you know I'm done with that shit ever since Devon showed me the world on his magic carpet." you mean bed?

"Ew no I already suffer from hearing you guys going at it at night,  please spare me the details." I should really make my room sound proof.

"Yeah bitch we also hear you banging on our door to keep it down which is by the way uncool." he pointed out.

I chuckled "That wouldn't have happened if you di-" the door burst open cutting my words off.

"We found something on the border and you might want to see this Selvrose."Said Greg, a skilled warrior in the pack. One of the trusted few who got to train with me.

We rushed to boarder line and halfway there, a foul smell hit the air. The closer we got the worst it got.

Loud cries rang through the forest.  A woman crouched on the ground with her back on me.

And what laid on the ground made my skin crawl.

Did you like this chapter? I took away a lot of the previous plot because it just wasn't working out.

I would really appreciate it if you leave a comment or like.

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