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"Dad, can I go for a walk? I really need to think-" "Baby, do what you need, I think we both know what you are gonna choose though." He whispers, and shuts off the truck, and I get out. I walk to the woods, and I go to the creek where I spend time when I need to think. I smile and know BK's the only one I wanna be with.

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Kate's POV

I walk back to the house, get in my truck, and take it over to Sam's. I smile at the all the memories, as I pull into the drive, tears threaten to spill from my eyes as get outta my truck. Sam jogs out to me smiling that perfect smile all the girls faint over, and his eyes hold so much joy and love. I mustered the best smile I could as he pulled me into the house, and up to his room. He hugs me tight, kisses me softly on the lips, and I kiss back so he doesn't know that something is wrong.

He pulls away softly, and stares into my eyes. "What is wrong, baby girl? Something is wrong, that was bittersweet, and sad." I look at him, and let the sadness invade my eyes. "Sam, I'm sorry... this just doesn't work anymore. I don't see you as the love of my life anymore, and it is not your fault. We have been drifting apart, and we both know it. You will find somebody who will love you right; you don't need a wandering soul like me. I won't settle down, I gotta follow the wind." I say with tears pooling in my eyes, as he stares hurt courses through his blue eyes.

"There is somebody else, isn't there!!! You love me, what happened to forever? He is probably some douche bag who won't love you!!! Kate, I love you please... I have always been there. He isn't me; he can never love you like me!!!" I look away, and take a ragged breath, "Sam, he loves me in a way that I just can't live without. I came and told you in person because I love you, and I want you to move on. I don't want you to be in the dark about us, and I want the best for you. I loved us, but he isn't you, and I don't need us like I used to. I wish I did, Sam. I really do love you, but just as one of best friends. I know sorry doesn't cut it, but it is all I can give you." I whisper my voice cracking by the end.

Sam's eyes are hurt, but there is something else in them; something I can't read. "Whatever Kate, you are just a whore. You didn't even have the dignity to break up with me first before you moved on. I bet there were at least twelve guys in the last month. He won't love you; no one ever will. You are just a worthless shitty whore, and I'm sorry I never saw it before." My face stings as his hand slaps it with fast speed. A single tear rolls down my cheek at his words, and as blood fills my mouth. Sam had always built me up, and made me feel like I could take on the world. He walks back towards his house, but then turns around and looks back at me. "By the way that shirt you are wearing makes you look like a desperate slut. Just so you know." I close my eyes, and walk away, confused and hurt.

When i get in my truck i realize what was in Sam's eyes... it was hate. He hated me. My chest was tight , and the the thought of him made me quake. It hits me like a rock as I pull in my driveway. I am scared, i am scared of Sam.