Whole New Complexity (A Sequel to Crazy As Normal)(Izzal)

Chapter 12

"So," Duff intones dramatically, "you haven't slept with him yet?'

"If you mean the case of Izzy's dick going in and out, then no." With the feel of four eyes focusing on him, Axl shakes his head and raises his eyes. "Aren't you surprised?"

Slash and Duff pronounce in unison. "No."

"We know you're kinda slow in real love." adds Slash. "The first kiss with Izzy was probably hard work. We saw all the shit he went through."

Axl gets peevish. "Like I said, we're just friends."

This, schoolgirl talk, started fifteen minutes ago. Slash and Duff hauled Axl to their room against his will, forced Axl to sit on the floor and then also sat down in front of him like a rampart, raining the un-fucking-believably ridiculous questions about the homeboys. They might have carefully sought the opening when Izzy wasn't in Hell House.

Axl protested them by saying "I don't need this high school bullshit. Are one of you kindly gonna leave a damn note in Izzy's locker and ask him what he feels about the poor redhead? So supportive, fuckers."

They weren't going to be subjected to his abuse language. Duff tried to lighten up the mood. "C'mon, you need a sympathizer. We're a team! We wish you happiness which leads in any way it ends. Besides, it really affects us. We gotta make it in the business."

That was honest as far as Axl understood and it's true that the band's future will rely heavily on how these friends are going to settle in life. Therefore, he exceptionally decided to tell them his situation. "We're just good friends. There isn't anything special, just so you know."

"You don't love him? What was with all flirtation shit then? I mean, should we need to worry about our bodies here 'cause you can sleep with dudes without love?" Duff cracked a big grin.

"You're off to a good start with this consultation." Axl quipped in a sulk, resting on his laurels.

Then the talk has moved to the details of Axl's feelings. He doesn't articulate himself well and it causes the question in the opening.

"Hmm, sounds like you feel he uses you." Slash also sits cross-legged.

"No, no, I'm fine. He doesn't seduce me only for his greed. Er, both of us have greed, but that's how it starts, right? He's never rough with me. Occasionally yes, but y'know, we're dudes and we enjoy it sometimes. Um, it's like his hands make my whole body melt when he touches me. He's always gentle. It's not hard to take his dick in my mouth either, so I don't feel used, really. Actually I like it when it's getting hard in my mouth and the -"

"Hold on!" Duff crawls back a few steps.

"Too much information!" Slash squeals. "You're going in further detail! We can follow you without a description of his dick!"

Axl chokes. He didn't intend to utter his sexual preference at all, just the words tumbled on out of his mouth. "Sorry." A tomato red color creeps up Axl's face going down to his shoulders.

He recklessly did his best to plead for Izzy. Why did his stupid brain process the bald story without thinking? He seriously should learn how to not gush about the things which must stay in him. Is there a store where he can purchase a varval filter? He'll for sure get one. "Anyway, I think we're mentally compatible as friends and also we're sexualy compatible at the same time, but I can't tell what it's all about."

Duff tilts his head. "Then, why didn't you go further? Did Izzy refuse to have sex with you? I don't know about gay things very well but for my money, a blowjob and sex seem the same. The upside being you don't get anyone pregnant."