she died january 1st, 2017. She died because the cancer took over her body and heart and she couldn't breathe. i wasn't even there. there was hope but she still died. why? the only person i ever trusted. the only person i will EVER trust. my moms gone. she cared and loved for me, a broken and beaten kid. after everybody left me and hated me she was there. but shes gone. nobody to talk to except the voices in my head telling me its my fault and that it could have been prevented. i did it myself. my fault. my fault. i wanna die sometimes because nobody loves me. i'm lonely. no friends. shes gone and shes not coming back. i'm nothing. right now my ex, a person i care about, is telling me he wants to die. i'm scared. hes cutting. i don't want him to die. he is giving up. he thinks hes ugly. i cant. he isn't online. not responding. y? i'm scared. he wont promise to stop, he needs to stop. its like a drug. after a couple times your hooked. hooked to the feeling of the blade dancing on your skin and it piercing the skin and taking all the pain away. why wont he stop?
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