when depression hits...

idk

I dont know why but I just feel alone sometimes. And sometimes I feel empty to the point that I just wanna lay there not sleep or anything I just wanna lay there. Sometimes I feel scared and I don't know why I just cant breath but I cant do anything about it and I feel bad because I know anyone that woyld read this feels bad for me or feels the same and I want to help you so if you ever need help im here because I feel horrible when you read this and I can't help you because this is what helps me. And I met a guy who told me he loved me but now we never talk and I feel like he doesnt really love me because hes always getting drunk or high and I dont know him irl but I just really like him but I feel loke he only said that because of someone else ant he might have jist said that so he could fill that void she left and I just dont know what to do or what to think because he only texts me when hes drunk or high and I hate it because all I want to do os text him all day but he doesn't want title same thing I don't know anymore

Also I made a chat for people with things like this join if you want https://discord.gg/uVp5zwv