My body sank in with time and eventually it was too late to stand up easily. The music of lemonade mouth played in my ear, but my eyes were too tired to look up and watch the final scenes, as it was already dark out and i could barely stay awake.
Beside me laid a sleeping Jack Avery, who had his head rested gently in my lap. My fingers stabilized in his hair, running through it as he slept like I used to do when we were younger. i admired the way the sleeping boy looked so peaceful. Almost as if nothing in his life had harmed him, like he was an innocent, full-hearted, perfect guy.
My eyes traveled from his perfectly curled hair to his nose ring that sat so nicely and attracted me so greatly. I stared at his tiny freckles that spotted his face and looked at his eyes that were so poorly wired that he needed to wear contacts everyday. Although, i personally enjoyed it more when he wore glasses because he did wear them so well.
a tiny smile arrived on my face as i looked at him through the tv lighting. and with that, i closed my eyes and let sleep take over my body.
"JACK FUCKING AVERY GUESS WHAT?" I ran through the house, absolutely excited about the fact that I'd gotten an A on the test that I was absolutely sure I was gonna fail. All thanks to the extra studying that he'd help me get in.
I busted through the door of his bedroom, opening it widely and looking around to see where he was. Instead of my eyes connecting with those of jack's, they met a beautiful girl sitting in the middle of his bed, his body beside hers. My body bounced backwards, taken aback by the fact that there was a girl our age sitting there with his hand on her leg. Shock was written on my face as I stared.
"o-oh shit, sorry," i quickly close the door, hurt finding its way through my body. it was pretty obviously something more than just a friendship between that girl and jack. in only the brief seconds i was in there, i had noticed that he was awfully close to her face and his hands were on her bare legs, only covered by shorts (as it was even hot in LA this time of year). She was smiling an awful lot too, and she was gorgeous from head to toe.
My feet moved faster as i left the house, trying to avoid any contact with the boys. It was awkward enough to walk in on Jack when he was with another girl, but to have to face any of the boys and explain why in earth i was sprinting out of their house, that'd be double the embarrassment.
It had been two weeks since the incident. Although Jack and I texted a little bit, our normal conversations carrying on, I couldn't bring myself to reenter their house. I guess it wasn't as bad as it seemed, but it hurt to see that he finally was no longer my secret. Other girls could see him now. They could see his charm and his kind personality and his handsome looks. I was no longer the only one who could love him in the ways that i did, and what really hurt was that he would love them back, too. He'd give them the love and attention that I'd been dreaming about him giving me since the day i turned fifteen and i realized that it wasn't just a tiny crush that i could get over.
So when he'd text me to come over, to hang out, to go do things, I'd make myself busy. A lot more time studying and spending time with my roommates. I certainly left my house a lot more, and it wasn't to just go spend it at his house. I kept myself busy to avoid the dark thoughts that came with the sudden realization.
Today, Jack asked me if I wanted to come over and watch Titanic with him. As much as I loved the movie, it didn't seem like the right path back to a normal friendship. Instead, I had to run errands at the grove. Buy some new clothes and some new books for school. It was almost summer anyways and the bikini prices would go drastically up in a few weeks. It's a better sale now.
Nicole, my roommate, was wandering Hollister when I dropped my new sunglasses on the ground. I let out a squeal, silently praying as i bent down to pick them up. Almost like a cliche movie, someone else's fingers reached down to grab them for me. My eyes wandered up, ready to thank a stranger when they graciously met the eyes of Daniel Seavey, Jack's band-mate.
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