Will it ever get better?

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A/N: Hello my children.....

Y/F/K/T/A= your favorite Korean takeaway

Y/L/N= Your late name

Y/n= your name

y/b/b/f/n= Your best boyfriends name. (You best friends name but their a boy...swag)

[8:14 am. Monday 5th, 2018] 

You woke up once again slowly opening your eyes. You wiped the sleep from your eyes. You felt wetness underneath your legs. (Sh*t) You thought. You pulled the covers off to find blood. Yes, your period had started. (SH*TTTTTT) you screamed in your head. You looked at your legs they were red too. You didn't have a bathroom in your room and you could hear everyone in the living room."SH*T!" You screamed instead of thinking. You quickly covered your mouth. You heard the doorknob being played with until you saw Namjoon walking in. "Hey, or-" he stopped and looked at you. You blushed hard. "It's okay" You heard him say coming closer closing the door behind him. "Here let me help." He started taking your bed sheets off. (Wow) you thought still blushing. "Thank you..." You said quietly. He could tell you were embarrassed so he hugged you. "Don't be embarrassed. It's natural for girls to do this." He said pulling back. You looked at him. He looked down at your legs and chuckled. "I'll help you get that off, come," He said opening the door. "What if the others see me?" You murmured. "Don't worry about it...They know what happens to girls. Anyway, they probably have their heads stuck in that video game." he said stepping out. You followed closely behind him. He smiled at your reaction. You walked past the boys without them knowing. They really did have all their attention on the video game. Namjoon leads you to the bathroom. "What do I do...there's not pads or tampons" You got even more embarrassed saying those words. He blushed. "I'll go get you some" He didn't even hesitate. "Thank you..." You blushed. "Ah...it's alright" He chuckled and said, "I'll go get them now." "Wait," You said hugging him as tightly as you could. You hugged you back and put his head on your shoulder. "One time as a child I leaked all over my chair in class... I had a white skirt on and the blood was visible to everyone. I stood up you shout the teacher...but then the whole class started laughing at me...I ran to hide in a bathroom stall and a girl came in she dragged me out by the hair and started beating me up for no reason. I walked out with blood dripping from my nose, a black eye, and a cut lip. I walked back to class and a boy came calling me 'bloody butt' and that has stayed with me forever...But you haven't reacted meanly and I appreciate it... a lot...Thank you, Kim Namjoon" You started to cry. He looked at you and smiled, he wiped your tear away. "You're part of our family now...But don't think I'm doing this because of that...I'm doing this because I love you...I love you deeply and I don't want you feeling uncomfortable...Now princess from now on you tell you me you're secrets, your worries,  You fears and i'll make them disappear..." He smiled kissing your forehead. You blushed at his sudden kiss and hugged him even more. you have never felt this comfortable with a boy in your life! (Am I falling in love?) you thought. "Now wait here i'll go get what you need." He said cupping your face. "O-okay...b...but if you feel uncomfortable just leave i can get them," you said assuring him. " I won't" he chuckled leaving the bathroom. You looked at your legs. (I'm sure a mess...betta clean this off) you smiled to yourself. You turned the tap on and got your cloth. You started wiping the blood away to reveal your pale skin which was no longer red. You looked at the clothes you were wearing. (damit...i didn't grab some clean clothes...) you said physically kicking yourself. (I could go get some more...but the boys might see me...Namjoon please hurry up...) You said putting your head in your hands. (Wait! i could shout j-hope to get some for me! yes, I'll do that!) you jumped up and ran to the door. you peaked through and shouted, "J-hope can you get some clothes for me?!" You shouted. "Why?!" he shouted back. (should i tell him?...he is my little brother and he might feel useless if i can tell someone i barely know...) you frowned. "Come here and i'll tell you!" you yelled. "Okay hold on!" you could hear him walking suddenly he was right in front of your face. "Jesus!" you got startled at him right in front of you. "WHAat is the matter?" he said weirdly. "My period started and Namjoon has gone to get some stuff for me...don't tell anyone or it'll kill you!" You narrowed your eyes at him. "Oh okay, sis...but do you need...underwear?..." he looked embarrassed. "Boi i'm your sister dont be embarrassed to do stuff like that" you chuckled. "Okay..." you turned around. "Make sure there not tight clothes..." he winked at you reassuring you that he already knew what to get.  

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