I don't know why I'm still alive those pills should have killed yet I'm here writing this wanting to die again. Being in the hospital helped when I was there they kept me away from myself but now, I'm alone it's two in the morning and I can't do this anymore I can't keep living with the pain I can't keep failing others and disappointing them just like I disappoint myself. I can't keep hurting the people I love so much.. I'll hurt them all this last time but it's the last time I ever will.... I'm sorry for everything
