untitled no. 21

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*um hey this is a trigger warning*


you drag your hand up my thigh

and ask if i need help taking off my seatbelt

as you kiss my neck 

and play with my hair

i want to throw open the door and run

or do what my father said

"just punch him in the face"

i blame myself

for not saying "no"

for the fear of what might have happened

if I did

i blame myself

for not saying "stop"

hoping crossing my arms 

and not looking at you

would signal the syllable

i blame myself

for not saying 

something as simple as that

and maybe

people wouldn't tell me

to try and forgive you

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