*um hey this is a trigger warning*
you drag your hand up my thigh
and ask if i need help taking off my seatbelt
as you kiss my neck
and play with my hair
i want to throw open the door and run
or do what my father said
"just punch him in the face"
i blame myself
for not saying "no"
for the fear of what might have happened
if I did
i blame myself
for not saying "stop"
hoping crossing my arms
and not looking at you
would signal the syllable
i blame myself
for not saying
something as simple as that
and maybe
people wouldn't tell me
to try and forgive you

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untitled poems
Puisithese are my untitled poems. i write when boredom strikes. they vary by my mood, and they may have different lines & stanzas than the next. they may rhyme. they may not. i don't capitalize my letters.