Why me? J.A. Fanfic (ON HOLD)

chapter: 10

Jacks POV.

after alex left i payed and my bed looking at her instagram

next thing i know aspen is in my room kissing me i tried getting her off but she kept pushing me and kept kissing me. for one second i kissed back

i heard a loud slam and she got off of me and i sat up and ran towards my door that was open before

i heard my phone go off

alex: we are done...

i text back quick

jack: alex let me explain she barged into my room and started to kiss me please answer

i texted her more and she wouldn't answer any of them. i would think she at least would of opened them but no... nothing...

i sat in my bed with my head in my hands when someone came into my room.

i looked up and seen Corbyn "what did you do to her" he had anger in his eyes

"it was a mistake if i actually wanted her to come over i would of told you guys i promise it was all a mistake" i cry more

he looks at me confused "that's not what i was talking about she just got in a car crash because she was going 120 mph down the road and collided with a car, she in the hospital"

i stand up quick and run out the door and into the car with the boys behind me.

i drove as fast as i can trying to get to the hospital. they boys kept yelling at me to slow down but i would ignore them

next thing i know i see red and blue lights flashing in the rear view mirror.

i pull over and open my window getting my licenses out of my wallet.

the cop came beside the care "hello sir you were going pretty fast back there, care to explain"

i nodded "my girlfriend got into a car accident and i'm going to the hospital"

the cop looked up and looked me in the eyes to see my eyes red and puffy indicating i was crying.

"well sir i will give you and escort but may i see your license" i nodded while handing the police officer my license

the cop which his name was eric read over the card and handed it back to me

"thank you sir" eric nodded "no problem make sure you stay caught up"

he was walking back to the car and got in

we got there in 5 minutes

i ran inside to the front desk "alexandra paul"

the lady looked up at me "are you a relative or a spouse"

i nodded and the boys nodded

"room 6232" i thanked her and we all went into the elevator

i clicked the 6th floor and it went up

the elevator door opened and we walked down the hall

looking at each number i read them allowed "6229, 6230, 623, 6232" i stopped and opened the door with the boys behind me.

there she was laying down looking lifeless. it broke me.

the doctor came in and looked at me "you must be the boyfriend" he looked at the other boys "and the best friends" i nodded and the boys did too

he smiled and then sat down and told us to sit "good and bad news. bad news is alex has a very bad concussion, a broken arm, and is in a coma, but the good news is it's only going to last 2 to 3 weeks"

i sat there and thought

i can't believe i did this

i told her i would never hurt her but i did

now she is going through pain

now i can't hear her talk

now i can't see her beautiful blue eyes

i hate myself

i broke down right in front of the boys but i don't care.

she's the girl i love and i put her through misery

i put her through a shitty life

i love her so much but she doesn't love me anymore

she won't want to see me when she wakes up she hates me

alex deserves the world but a world i'm not in because all i do is hurt her

all i do is cause her pain

to much of it.....