Letter 23

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Dear bully,
Today you came to my hospital room and yelled at me.
You told me how pathetic I was.
You told me I was stupid for even doing the surgery.
Why?
Did you want me to die?
I wish you'd tell me.
But as you walked to the door I thought you were leaving but you were just grabbing a chair. You told me how school was and how your doing. I was so proud of you your passing everything with A's and B's.
Congratulations.
After that you hugged me and asked how I feel. That really annoyed me, I've been getting asked that every day by everyone. Multiple times a day! I just shrugged and you laughed. As you stood up you surprised me by whispering how sorry you were and then you kissed me on the cheek.
I felt my heart shine in delight but then I felt it Break in millions of pieces.  you left whispering "loser", I heard you. And it's your fault I had a panic attack and the doctors had to restrain me.
Did you know that I have severe anxiety.
Did you know I was born with a weak heart?
Did you?
Any minor or severe panic attack can give me a heart attack.
Giving it a potential to kill me. But I bet you knew right? You just want me to kick the bucket.
I won't.
I won't let myself.
By the way I'm just lucky i haven't had one for a few years.
Please don't talk to me again.
Your always the reason for my panic attacks.
Always. Are. Always. Will. Be.

From Eliza

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