Another Twist in Life (A Matt Smith Fanfiction)

Epilogue Part 1

Epilogue Part 1

It's Levi's funeral day. I can't face it but I have to go. I was chosen to do the eulogy.

Levi made a will and she left me a journal. She wrote everything. From the day she met me from the last day. I added my parts of the story at the remaining pages and I kept it. It was a personal journal. But at the back, she wished me to publish it and I had no choice to do so.

Everything reminded me of her. I loved her and I couldn't even tell her.

Karen and Arthur were there for me when I broke down and cried for Levi.

And on that day, they made up. Levi had left us with with the message you better do everything before it's too late. I was too late.

They thought it was a friendship but when they saw my face, they knew it was something more.

Karen and Arthur weren't dating anymore but they retained their friendship. We all went our seperate ways but I would remember our fun times.

Karen had a great deal with Marvel and had to shave her hair. She donated her hair for wigs. For those cancer patients.

Arthur went broadway and played a man who had cancer. He even slipped in Levi's name in the performance.

I did my part. Levi's parents couldn't take care of Levi's adopted little brother anymore. I took him in and made sure he got whatever he needed. We watch Doctor Who together and I read him a chapter of Harry Potter whenever he likes. And sometimes, I tell him about me and Levi.

I walked down to service wearing a simple black shirt and jeans. I didn't go fancy, because I knew Levi. She hated dresses and all those fancy dancy things. I knew she'd appreciate my simpleness.

The pastor- a local priest from her church who was friends with her and her family did the service.

I listened to her family and friends speak about her and their times together.

When it was my time to speak, I felt like I wanted to puke. But I continued walking for her. I had to be strong for her.

"Well, Levi Rodgers. Where can I begin?" I said. "Levi, Levi was and still is a good friend of mine.

"She was weird in a good way and that's what made me so close to her.

"Karen and Arthur, they teased us and yet we kept straight forward with our crazy friendship that involved treason with Shakespeare." I smiled at the memory and people had an amused look on their faces.

"But now, I wish we told eachother three words before it was too late. I wish I told her how beautiful she was. I wish I told her what she meant to me. She meant an entire universe for me. I love her and that's it. I love her because she was those once in a lifetime people you would meet and one of those people you want to spend the rest of your life with.

"I wish I made a move. I wish I did before all the drama started. So we could have some time," People stared at me with with pity and everyone was silent. "Time to say 'I love you'.

"But I can't because she's in the stars now. And I can't reach her there. But I will keep a promise. And I will make sure I will."

Everyone clapped and I went down to my seat and cried. I cried because I had a promise to keep and she couldn't be the promise.

EDITED: 12/15/14

I realised how heart breaking this is. I realised how real this is. Fuck. I wish...