Day Dreamer (Aston Irwin) BOOK1

Fadding

IT has been a month and two weeks now i hope they have given up on finding me and moved on i have done lost all my hair im weaker then normal I'm fading on the verge of death i came out of hiding a few day ago and i hide in a disguise to see how everyone was doing micheal and calum are a open relationship with resses bre has lost all her hair as well he and jay are finally together and stronger then ever Luke and mills are on off but so in love and Ashton has becoming a drunken mess out with everyone and everything and always drunk i feel so bad for him i almost went up to him but i couldn't seeing everyone live with out me was hard but made me happy then next thing i know I'm being chased by a drunken Ashton who has spotted me 

mayzie i know that you come back here we have to talk it has been forever 

finally I'm to tired to keep running and i stop 

mayzie why did you leave we have been broken without you bre lost all her hair she is dying of aplastic anima and lukima the doctors are doing everything they can 

I start crying and repeatedly saying it is all my fault and that is when he ask what i meant 

I said i left for the same reason bre is dying the only difference is they can save her and i refuse treatment to many thing have tried to take me and i have just lost my will to live next thing i know I'm being wrapped in a warm hug by the guy i love that still loves me and he says lets go we are going home and we start walking until something out of the blue and completely un expected happen A bus came out of know where and i realized it was about to hit Ashton till i pushed him last minute got hit and everything went black 

Ashton: Mayzie may may baby don't give up on us again wake up wake up for me Mayzie
Ashton screamed while bawling his eyes out next to me the lifeless love of his life

I hear sirens in the distant as I fade away the lights calling me Ashton the lights

                     THE END
THERE IS A PART TWO TO THIS TRAGIC LOVE STORY HOPE YOU ENJOY