I stared outside,
Seeing nothingness.
Feeling that someone is choking me,
But it doesn't hurt.
I just felt smth,
Smth that is not even special.
But even the tiniest smth made me feel
Alive.
Such an easy word,
But same time so dangerous word.
Listening to music that is keeping me alive.
But why, why be alive,
If you can be dead too?
Why god gave me a change,
Of smth that i am not worth of.
Why me?
Every second people die,
Why wouldn't i die.
I am torturing myself with this life,
Life I don't want.
Life that is worthless,
I am just so priceless.
