Tyler's pov
We woke up got ready I seen Justin was already up and ready "hey baby?" I said he looked at me and just walked away I was confused I got up and got ready I didn't really think much of it and we headed out once we got there we got out and walked in it was weird he wasn't talking to me so I pulled him in the bathroom and he looked mad but I didn't care "Tell me what's worng" I said "nothing I'm fine" and he tried to walk out but I pushed him back "I'm not letting u Leave till u tell me what's worng" the he grabbed my neck and screamed "NOTHING LIKE I TOLD U IM FINE" and let go I swallowed the lump that was in my throat I got up and said "WHAT THE HELL HAS GOTTEN INTO U IM TRYING TO HELP U just yesterday we were happy" I said/yelled he told me that I needed to find someone else to make me happy and before he walked out I said "but u are my happiness" and fell to my knees he just walked out what the hell did I do I guess my mom and dad was right I am worthless the only thought that went through my head was I wanna die! So meny people hate me hell even my boyfriend hates me I don't deserve to live I start to have trouble breathing I'm haveing a panic attack I was struggling to breathe I finally calmed my self down and dried my tears and walked out I got pinned up to my locker and this dumb jock hit me in the face and kicked me but honestly I didn't care because I have no emotion I got up when he left I got to class and walked in everyone stared at me I felt my lip and it was busted and I had a bruise I seen Justin look at me but i looked away while the class was continuing she got a call
"Um Tyler it's for u" she said and I walked up there and grabbed the phone "h-hello?" I said "hi yes Tyler I'm sorry to inform you but your aunt has got into a crash and unfortunately didn't make it were so sorry"
"Oh u-um t-th-thanks" I said and hung up I looked up and Justin wasn't there I ran outta class and ran to his house I went to the bathroom I fell to my knees and just cried I grabbed the pills from the cabinet and tried to open the lid I heard the bedroom door open I quickly opened the pill bottle and grabbed some pills I went to swollow them but someone grabbed them out of my hand I started crying more and tried to get them back when I looked up I seen Justins dad I went to grab them but he pushed me back "PLEASE I WANNA DIE JUST LET ME DIE" I cried then his mom ran upstairs and held me back I fall to the floor and she falls with me and just hugs me I missed when my mom did this i calmed down and eventually fell asleep in her arms
JUSTINS POV
I was in class and I got a call
It was my mom I walked outta class and answered she sounded like she's been crying "H-hey" she said "hey mom what's up I'm kinda in class right now" "U-um I came to your house to see you and i heard crying so your dad went up there and all of a s-sudden I heard screaming I ran up there and seen Tyler trying t-to" she was saying I got really woried "MOM WHAT HAPPEN IS HE OKAY" I yelled she told me that he tried to kill himself but after an hour of her trying to calm him down he fell asleep so they put him to bed and there now in the living room sitting on the couch I hung up and ran to my car and drove home when I got there I busted through the door and I ran upstairs I walked in and closed the door I seen my baby laying there sleeping I walked over to him and layed down with him he woke up and looked at me and smiled he rolled over and hugged me
TYLERS POV
I woke up and seen Justin I got happy we were just laying there and I said "why didn't they let me die this world is so much better without me you hate me so what's the point no one wants a depressed boy that cuts I ruin everything U had a great life without me in it now that I'm in it it's been sad and depressing for you" I said and a tear fell down my cheek he looked at me and started to tear up "baby if anything u made my life better I regret what I did to u this morning but I realized that I love u and I can't stop
When I got the call that said u tried to kill yourself i felt my heart shadder" he said teary and the rest of the night we laid down cuddling
And we eventually fell asleep
*NEXT MORNING*
Still Ty's pov
I woke up to someone kissing me I giggled and sat up I kissed Justin it turned into a make out sesh once we stopped we got up and got dressed I was happy I ran and jumped on Justins back and surprisein he caught me and giggled I wrapped my arms around his neck and we headed downstairs
I'm gonna start nameing some of my chapters 💞💝
