My Kind Of Thoughts (COMPLETED)

Thought~39 -English-

I don't know that my kindness could hurt someone.

I don't know that being me could make everyone hate me.

I don't know that love could make me into someone.

I don't know that sadness could make me temporarily happy.

I don't know that crying twice a week could make me feel better.

I don't know that being there, or online on a social media will make someone's day.

I don't know that my photos are saved on someone's gallery.

I don't know that I'm useless for being here.

But...

I know that my kindness will always stay, even if they hate it, because they can't beat and reach my level of kindness.

I'm originally made for being kind, its where my life started.

Being kind is my root of origin.

I know that being me will never notice by everyone, because they are busy about their selves, and they're partying being their selves.

I know that love will change me into someone, but that love isn't just for one person, it's all about everyone, I love everyone.

I know that sadness will be always there, it's part of my life. I'm used to it, but I'm already getting annoyed by it.

My happiness always became sadness... that's why I can't enjoy my life.

I know that crying will make me feel better, but crying daily or twice a week, because of an annoying suicidal thoughts...

will probably torture my mind.

I know that being online on a social media will probably make someone's day, because they need me.

They will totally hope that I will message them some good morning, good afternoon, good evening, and goodnight, because I always do that to everyone.

But... I don't want to assume that being there will make someone's day.

I know that my photos are saved on someone's gallery, because I know that I have some stalkers out there, probably hacking my phone right now for some information.

I know that I'm useless... for not being here, probably anywhere.

I'm useless for not being useful.