My Kind Of Thoughts (COMPLETED)

Thought~85 -English-

Having no connection with everyone, is my freedom? No? Yes? Maybe?

Or is it... me?

The one who started this madness inside my mind that made me see a different perspective in this world.

Because I was alone.

From the very beginning.

Having too much happening in my entire life was very overwhelming for me, but the one that is ruining it, was me.

I can make myself happy whenever I want to, everyone could do that too.

Its easy to make happiness, why don't we just do it then?

Is it because of our mind that is controlling us, or is it you?

The one who controls everyone's mind.

The one who's letting those negative, suicidal, cruel thoughts into your mind.

Did you fight, or did you surrender?

Fighting for the freedom. Fighting, even though we don't have some proofs to have it.

But surrendering is an option too, if you've tried a lot, but you didn't even succeeded to have it.

Life's unfair, you know it, so don't complain.

You have it, you earn it.

Did you face everything, or did you run away?

Facing those cruelty in this world is a courageous thing to do, just like facing your fears that made you learn, and find a new path to your destination. But facing it will also upset you, because you expect, you expect too much.

Running away from those problems, that you know only you can solve it.
You're letting that demon inside you, that is part of you, overtaking your mind.

You're letting it crash you, break you, hurt you, torture you... but you know, it will also change you, it's part of your progression.

Accepting pain, and letting it exist to your world.

Making itself to be your shield.

They get hurt, you get hurt too.

But they will always tell you everything, every lessons that you have to learn, that you will need for your next journey.

They will always prepare you from what's coming next.

Only you can set you free.

Accept it.

With happiness being loud, sadness will always need your attention.