Lucky Me

Chapter 13: He's gone.

       I sit in silence, I'm alone in the back of the limo. I try to hold my tears. I feel humiliated and crushed. The perfect date turned into the worst date. Harry should of known he wasn't coming back, if he did why din't he say bye? A tear slipped from my eye, i noticed the driver looking. I hide my face, i don't need him to be laughing at me. I guess he realized i wanted my personal space when he closed the window between the front section of the limo and the back section. 

I wanted to brake down in tears, i wanted to feel down but for one weird reason. I could not push one more tear out. It was like a sign telling me No Rissa you are stronger one boy can bring you down. I think back to Emily in the hall telling me that i have been leaving her behind. That i wasn't being a best friend. She also told me that after the week had ended all of us will go our separate ways, i knew that is how it might turn out but i guess i didn't think it would come this soon. 

The limo slowly pulls into a stop, I look outside, we pulled into the front of the building i sit awkwardly waiting for someone to open the door, or maybe they where waiting to pull around back. I didn't know my way from the front.. did i need to check in, what way did i use. I'm used to the back stairs. The between me and the driver slowly descends down. "Ma'm are you gonna get out, i can't keep you in her all night!" The driver had said. A look of shock hits my face and i reach for the Handel. "but..." I hesitate, than stop i didn't matter anymore. Now that there was no Royal Harry the girl has to do everything for her self. Wow i tell myself. I slam the limo door and get out of the car. On the curb i take of the heels i had on to match the pretty dress. 

I try to debate weather or not when i reach the top of the steps if i'm going rip the dress off and burn it. I did not deserve the pain of remember what Harry did. But i don't want to remember Harry as the bad guy, the guy that left during a date, He never even said goodbye. I want to remember him as the guy that stole my heart and showed me to have fun and love. I think back to the first night. Me and Harry in the kitchen, We wanted to bake but it all went wrong the batter got all over us and the floor. Cooking pans crashed to the floor waking everyone up. Usually i would stress over the fact i had to clean it up later, or that i would get in trouble for waking everyone up but instead we rolled around in it and played. We had fun. That was the first time i knew Harry was the one. 

I reach the top of the stairs to the penthouse we had been staying in. When i open the door im unsure what i was going to see. Maybe this all was a joke. Maybe Harry is right behind that door, with all Louis,Liam, Niall, and Zayn. Than Emi, Brooke, and Sky. I was also prepared for the worst, Maybe no one is behind this door and i will be left alone again. I sigh take a deep breath and twist the knob. I close my eyes at first and open them, i hear emi's voice. "It's okay Sky, it's okay!" I walk in and i could feel all eyes on me. It was 10 eyes less than i wish it was though. I sigh and walk over to the couch where Emi was comforting Skyler. One part of me wants to know why she was upset the other didn't. Emi looked at me, and than realizes something was not right with me. "Whats wrong" she asked me patting Sky's back. Sky Cries into her eyes. "Whats wrong with her" i point. "Louis left her on a date, she had to drive back alone, and by the looks of Harry not walking in with you than i guess it happened to you..." She pauses "Rissa I'm Sorry about what i said, i know your still my best friend and i'm sorry that Harry just isn't the perfect guy." She said. I stand up "I know" i say gulping down. It was a complete lie, but i had to tell my self it to believe it. "He's not perfect at all" I walk away down to my room. 

My room was completely trashed from a few hours ago when i was getting ready. I pull the blue dress off and throw it at the wall. Standing there with no clothes on, i brake down. Why? It was all turning out to be my dream come true. But no i couldn't get my happy ending. I shove all my stuff into the bag. I go to the bathroom and pack up all my makeup and toiletries. I make the bed and clean everything to make it spotless. Like i was never even there. I hope Harry will come back tomorrow after i leave and realize that He had hurt me. Leaving me on a date, without a goodbye was the worst feeling in my life. 

I walk back into the living room Skyler was no longer on the couch weeping and crying. Emi and Brooke sat by the bar in the kitchen. "Where's Skyler?" I ask walking closer to grab a seat. "In her room, she is really crushed." Emi said sipping her orange soda. "Yeah i know how it feels." I sigh and slouch on a seat. They start to say they are sorry but i stop them i did not want their apologies. "Well i'm going to get some sleep, long drive home tomorrow. Have you guys packed?" I asked sitting up now. "Yeah... I can't believe it, It's all gone just like that." Brooke said. "We all saw it coming" Emi added. But the truth i did not see it coming. I never wanted to think of the day i went home. I sigh and walk back to the door to my room. I reach put for the handle but turn around instead. Walking down to the Harry's room. The room was a mess, it was shared by both Louis and Harry so i could see why. I wonder if they are coming back after we leave to get their stuff.  I pick up the shirt Harry first wore the day we met One direction. I pull it close to my chest and sit on the bed crying into it. "Please come back" i whisper. "Please" I could still smell his scent on the shirt, i lay on the bed. Cry for the rest of the night cuddled up in Harry's shirt and drift into a small sleep.

I hear a small knock on the door waking me up. I sit up, was it Harry. My heart starts to race as the door creaks open, suddenly my heart drops to my stomach as i see the black hair of Brooke.  "Go away!" i mumbled into the pillow. "Rissa, the limo that's taking us home is here. we have to go." She said. I look up, The emotion of pain was swept across her face. " It's time to leave." she said. The words went through one ear and out the other. I wanted to stay but i couldn't. "Ok" i say.