Lucky Me

Chapter 14: I'll do anything for you.

(Harry's P.O.V.)

"Harry come on!" Zayn says getting out of the car. I bang my head against the limo seat. "No!, i don't want to, Zayn!" I say frustrated. I felt terrible for Leaving Rissa on that date. I did not have the guts to say goodbye, i didn't want it to be a good bye. "Harry, we know, Just tell your self you will see her again" Zayn tried to convince me to hurry along with him. "We have a concert to preform Harry. We worked all night last night." he added and i sigh. It was not that easy. "Do you think they will still be there when we go back to get our stuff, Zayn?" I ask, all i wanted was a goodbye, a chance to say sorry, and that i love her. "Yes, i'm positive!" He said. I knew he was lying but i tried my hardest to believe him. 

I climb out the car and walk with Zayn into the venue. Louis, Liam, and Niall were getting checked for their mic's. Niall Waves at me and Zayn, The woman was trying to adjust the headset but Niall Was to busy shoving Doritos in his mouth. I wanted to laugh but my emotions did not allow me to. Louis had just finished getting checked. "Hey kid!" he came over and hugged me. "Are you excited for tonight! this concert is going to be packed!" He was practically jumping up and down, Bouncing of the wall. The woman who checked Louis had motioned over Zayn. "You doing alright bud?" Louis asked after i didn't answer his last question. All the other boys new already that i was not quite myself. I could not get over the fact i had left Rissa there. She made  me feel...Feel like no one else in the world mattered but me and her. It didn't matter their were Haters tweeting me all these things to bring me down, Because nothing mattered when i was with her. She made me smile, She made Butterfly's tickle my stomach. I felt good and On top of the world. I remember her cute laugh and than i see a look of pain across her face as i walk away from the dinner table. Wrinkles on her Forehead show the worried expression as she worries if i will ever come back. I let her down and never came back for her. 

"No, Lou! I'm not okay." I say and look at the ground. "Harry It's okay, it was going to happen sometime, Aren't You glad it was today and not later in the week, when you would have been closer to her. Harry she lives somewhere else and we travel all around the world. It would be impossible to keep up. You guys have separate lives and they were not meant to be together." Louis tried his hardest to make me feel better about myself. "It's not like that Lou, I wanted to say bye, Tell her how i really felt and maybe just maybe we could have made it work afterward." I said. Louis sighed. "I understand, But please Harry don't ruin this for the rest of us, put a smile on your face for the concert, perform your best and Be Harry Styles! The Harry Girls scream over and cry for just a glance from you.  I smile and laugh. Those girls are crazy sometimes but it feels good that people look up to you as some idol, When really the only difference is that i'm up on stage and they are down on the ground watching. "I will" I sigh and walk away to get checked for the show. 

Our Manager slowly walked up to us, when we were all checked and ready to perform when the show started. "Okay Boys, you have a few meet and greets Before the show so walk back to the dressing room and get ready. I'll go get the first group. I took a seat on the couch, Zayn started to fix his hair a little, Niall accompanied his self with a bag of gummy worms, Liam tweeted to our fans and Louis took a seat with me. Wrapping his arm around me, "Not no Lou" I say pushing him off. I look of surprise stuck his face. He sat up and The door open. I didn't Bother to look up at first put i could smell a scent of vanilla and apple Blossom. Kinda like Rissa. My head jerked up and my eyes glued on the girl. Her eyes  A brown Hazel color, the same as Rissa's. Her hair, smile, Everything Resembled Rissa. A piercing feeling touched my heart but i pushed through. she may of looked like Rissa but it was not Rissa. The rest of the meet and greets where all "hi, hello, Nice to meet you, Thanks, Bye" After all the groups came in and left. Their was 5 minutes left till the concert.

We took our places and stood on stage. slowly the Curtain risen. The music started pounded. The fans Screamed even louder and Liam started the song. " Your insecure Don't Know what for...." He sang, I continued with my part. The song went by and i felt a little better. We played More than this, I wish, Same mistakes, save you tonight. We started to play I should of kissed you. My solo was coming up and i looked out into the crowd. I stopped and froze. The girl from the meet and greet Who resembled Rissa had caught my eye. I looked at all the blank expression's, All the fans starring at me wondering why i stopped. "I'm Sorry" i said. "Harry No!" Liam Screamed at me. Louis and Zayn gave me a concerned look. "Harry?" Niall Questioned. "We Sorry fans seems like Harry had forgotten the lyrics lets all help him!" Louis said, wrapping his arm around my neck. "No lou, I didn't Forget the lyrics. I Forgot something else." I said. He looked at me strangely as did the fans. "I'm Sorry to all of you, But there is a girl out there, On her way home, To who knows where? In a different state, And here i am on stage when Really i should be there with her!" I paused and took a breath. "See last night i left her on a date, I didn't even get to say goodbye. So again i'm sorry but this girl needs a proper goodbye. Because i am in love with this girl. I am in love with Marissa!" I drop the microphone and run off stage.