deceased | teen fiction

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hi , my name is lizeth . im 18 years old and live in a world where everybody knows how and when everybody else will die except for themselves . i for one hope my death date isn't near cause im only 18 . for my entire 18 years of life , more than twenty people have died . but i hope the parties , dates  i planned for them was enough for them .

i lost my grandfather when i was 10 , and even then i already started planning them parties , food , dates , fun days before they die . for those who was ill and their illness was the reason they were going to die , i would go to their house and spend the day with them .

anyways enough about this serious stuff . im in college and im known as the smartass . i know right . the name is ridiculous but everyone is really nice and in my college there isn't many cases like bullying or cheating etc .

i have alot of friends but my best friend is trish . she was the first one who comforted me when i lost my grandfather and since then , we decided to be friends and now we're closer than ever .

a fun fact : i have this massive crush on blake , the most popular kid in school . yes its kinda stupid and hopeless to like the kid who won't even notice me but a girl could hope right ?

thats one thing i learnt throughout my whole life , be positive no matter the situation . even if the situation is really bad , just try to be positive

i was walking to my dorm room as class ended and we had free period for a few hours . suddenly i bumped into someone . " ouch , what the hell dude , watch where you're going ," i scolded at the unknown person .

" sorry ,"

i got up and glared the person when i realised , it was freaking blake i bumped into . BLAKE jwdhehhdjw out of all the people i could've bumped into , it was my crush . great ! i just scolded himebdbwnjdj .

" shit um sorry dude , i didn't know it was you..," i apologised immediately.

" you only apologised because im popular and you're scared i would make everyone hate you ," blake spat

" no i didn't , i apologised because im a decent human being ,"

" if you're such a decent human being why didn't you say sorry even though it wasn't your fault ?,"

" uh- uhm ," i was at loss for words , this man is an intellectual .

" see , you aren't even sincere ,"

" can you stop accusing me ? my day is hard already and you false accusing me is making my day worse , and how do you know im not sincere ? is there a bar beside me showing the level of sincerity when i talk ? no there isn't so stop accusing me ok . i apologised because i like you and didn't want you to think of me as a bad person!," i shouted at him then running away .

i then realised what i just said . DAMMIT why did i even scold him . i stopped running and walk slowly to my dorm , obviously scared about his reaction to me liking him . i hugged my books tighter to my chest as i walked towards my dorm room .

i entered my room , threw my books and bag on the floor and plopped myself on the bed , drifting into a deep sleep as i tried to forget what happened previously .

- third person point of view -

blake stood there still shocked at what lizeth said . she likes me ? he thought . blake snapped out of it and walked towards his dorm room . he stepped in and sat down infront of his computer desk , trying to think back what just happened .

blake hasn't seen lizeth before but when he was met with her light blue eyes , he got this nostalgic feeling , he got this feeling that he has met lizeth for a long time , even though he hasnt .

he decided to not think about it and take out his favourite book , the universe of us - lang leav .

he flipped through the pages and stopped as he saw his bookmark . he gently took out his bookmark and started reading .

"title :recognition ,i've never met you before , but i recognise this feeling ," blake read .

he suddenly was appalled, this is strange , this is the exact feeling i got when i met lizeth for the first time , he thought .

he was in deep thought when he heard someone slam the door open . he turned his head swiftly to the door and saw his roommate , minjae .

minjae is a korean transfer student and was paired with blake to be roommates .

" sup ," minjae said

"dude can you stop barging in like that just to say 'sup'? one day im going to have a heart attack because of you and i'll make sure you pay for my hospital bills ,"

" chill bruh , anyways , have you seen the notice ?,"

" what notice ?,"

" the school recently posted up a notice on the school website about the class switching,"

" what?? they're gonna switch our class ? but why ?,"

" i dont know , they wrote something about teaching and learning problems or something , so now our classes will be divided into two categories, 'CA' and 'FD' "

" what the hell is CA and FD ,"

" it's grades dummy , means whoever usually gets F to Ds will be in the FD class and whoever usually gets C to As will be in the CA class , its simple but pretty stupid ,"

" oh , when will they show our new classes ?"

" they did already , here !" minjae said while showing the class list which includes their register number and table number . if they have the same table number , means they are tablemates .

blaked scanned through the FD class list and didn't see his name so he took the CA class list and saw his name .but not only his name . he saw none other than , lizeth .

he looked at his table number and it said 20 , but he saw another 20 right below his name . and it was lizeth's number .

he shoved away the paper and jumped onto his bed screaming into his pillow .

" WHY THE HEKDKDJEJDNJWJ ,"

minjae stood there confused as he didn't know why blake was acting that way .

it's going to be a long year ahead , blake thought .

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