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at first i felt the flapping in my abdomen. i felt it when you touched me and said "trust me" with your broken voice that i knew had been through so many fights but i did not care. i only cared about the fingers running down my chest and the voice telling me i'm safe. the butterflies came and they came fast, so fast that i had to hold onto your shoulder for support as you pounded into me and dripped every last bit of honey from my soul. i didn't know. i didn't know you were so crude until i saw that poison in your eyes when i finally said "no, not tonight" for once. i heard it when you growled and denied my emotions. i smelt it when the horrid stench of unrequited lust filled the air. and i felt it flapping in my abdomen when you filled my fragile body with your frustration. i felt the stomach moths.
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