Girl Meets Fantasy

4.

Maya pov

Present time

Maya: I did not know what to do? I want to show that I didn't care much so like I always do I climbed the stairs and went straight to the bay window and as you all know Riley..... she followed me. I don't think Josh saw me, that was a relief.

All I am feeling right now are mixed emotions of anger, frustration, sadness and heartbroken. this is happening to me all over again how could I thought that everything is fine now and everything is going to be happy and sunshiny who I was kidding I am not Riley Matthews I am Maya hart. 

The thing called hope is not even in my dictionary of life. Riley thought I can have hope and she gave me her hope but it is not for me it isn't. it was better before when I didn't care about having a perfect life. Now that I have hope, this feels like being stabbed by someone who you trust the most.

done believing in stuff, done having hope I am going back o who I was. At least I didn't expect much from life. Bye new Maya... Hello old Maya

Riley came running towards me while I was sitting on the bay window.

Riley ~ Maya are you alright?

Maya ~I am always fine.

Riley ~ Are you serious

Maya ~ Yeah actually I was mad thinking no one will leave me or I have hope, all that is rubbish hope is for suckers.

Riley ~You finally had hope don't say that please not because of my uncle, Maya

Maya ~I am fine and I am always fine ok, bye riles I'll see you tomorrow.

I climbed the bay window and went straight home. Mom and  Dad were not there as they went out of station for a day or two for work..

As i was walking back to my house, all i could think of was the Matthews was yes they loved me yes i was like a family to them but after all josh is their blood i cant do this to them, i cant let them think low of their nephew even i really hate him. I love the matthews and after all i am good at protecting people and their feeling except mine. i'll tell them that we broke someday way before or something like that. Its for the best. 

I went inside my room, put on my playlist and started drawing like I always do to calm myself...And after all this, I really need to calm myself. Right now all I need is to figure out how I am gonna be back to normal. The best thing to do that is to do something I like drawing

I had drawn for 3hrs continuously when suddenly I heard a ring from my phone, it was of a stranger.
I picked it up and said---

"Hello, who is this?"

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Suddenly I heard a ring from my phone, it was of a stranger.
I picked it up.......
?~hi...
M~hi!Who is this
?~You haven't saved my no.
M~No
?~ I am stiles, Lucas's friend, who you went out with last month...
M ~ yeah I remember you. The hot...I mean stiles
S ~yeah
M ~so.....why did you called?
S~so are you free tomorrow?
M~ yes, why?
S~Would you like to go for a cup of coffee with me?
M~Who could say no to coffee? I am in.
{ I am having this weird thought about Josh right now but I think so if he can move on so can I }
S~Hello maya..are you there?
M~yeah was just thinking some...Forget it so I am ready to come tomorrow with you for little.....What should I call it?
S~ hmm a date....for sure.i'll pick you up at tomorrow at 6, cool...
M ~cool
Convo ended
Did I do the right thing???

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