This thing shouldn't stress me out, but it does. And I shouldn't be so confused, or so absolutely drained because of it, but I am. I don't understand, because you're great, and everyone agrees. You think I'm great, and everyone says that's to be expected. (Obviously.) (Not-so-obviously.) But am I just embarrassed? Depressed? Not infatuated? I can't tell. I've never done this before, and you have. And you know all about how it works. And I'm pulling my friends aside to ask for advice on every detail. Is this how it works? Is that how this thing is done?
