Duplicate [dropped]

Chapter Eight: Moment Of Beam (Dinner Party Pt.3)

Beam's Pov

I know myself. Im a Playboy who only loves Beautiful Girls With Big Futures. And If they left me It doesnt hurt like this.
Its my first time to fall to a guy. And It hurt this fucking much. I tried to myself to other womens but all I see is His Face.

THE FUCKING FACE OF FORTH!

I dont want to make my self Feel so weak infront of the others so I tried to go back into my playboy life but I cant. Because all of the memories are just coming back.
Call me crazy but Its not my fault.

"Oh a special request again from Mr. Tee Thanapon. I would likely call on Mr.Beam Barumee(?) For a Special Violin and Song Intro. He also request That Mr.Beam should Play Moonlight Chinese Version"- The Mc said.

I glared at Tee who is currently hugging his Boyfriend who happen to looked like forth.

"You Little Fcker. Fuck You"- I kouthed to him and He just Mouthed 'I love you my Friend. go impress that little piece of shit'

I slowly walked to the stage.
I walk to the stage and the MC give some Violin.
I don't need a piece sheet because I already now it.

"A Pleasnt Evening to all of you. As You all know, Im Beam Buramee from The Faculty of Medicine. I dedicate thi song to some Asshole who keeps on crossing my mind but we are not for each other. This song describe my feeling this time. Moonlight. The song is about a guy who loves someone but that someone is just imagianry. He feel so Bad because It really hurt. I hope you'll like it."- I said.

Playing~

Moonlight (Chinese Version)

Yeah Stop Stop hui lin shi ni de chi bang
Oh Hoo Stop Stop
ni bu duan qiao qiao de ru qin
zai wo mei yi tian de feng xi
fang zhu le hei se meng jing
wen rou jiang wo huan xing
lai bu ji guan shang chuang
ni yuan yuan di tao li

pang fu you mi lu de ni, ni, ni
hei ye yi ran leng qing kong qi li shi qu ni
So Baby Hold On she bu de kan zhe ni
zai wo zhui bu shang de ju li
dan xin ni yi ge ren gu ji

ni zai sa luo de yue guang xia mu yu
cong wei jian guo ru ci zhao mi de na shen qing
ning jie cheng hua zai wo shi xian jin tou
ni yong yuan zan ting

chu mo bu dao de ni wu fa yong zai bi wan li
ji shi bi shang yan jing
zai ye meng bu dao de shen mi
bu zhi ru he xia bi
xie wan ni de Story
yu shi xiang yao kao jin
yu tong ku de bei ju
ai nan yi kang ju
Stop Stop Stop Stop Yeah
ai nan yi kang ju
Stop Stop Stop Stop Yeah
wo zu zhi zi ji jiao ji de hu huan ni
pa yan li yue guang Babe
hui lin shi ni de chi bang

wo mei ci dui ni shuo
ni zao yi ting bu jian
ye xu zai ta shen bian
you zen yang xi yue
rang ni wang ji suo you wei xian
ruo ni yi jing pi juan rang ni de xin xie yi xie
zhi yao ni hai zai wo xin li
xin tong de bu zhi shi ni

When I was Playing the piece, The memories of us keeps on coming back. Am I not really Worthy for love?
I just smiled bitterly while some unnoticeable tears flow to my face.

ni zai sa luo de yue guang xia mu yu
cong wei jian guo ru ci zhao mi de na shen qing
ning jie cheng hua zai wo shi xian jin tou
ni yong yuan zan ting

chu mo bu dao de ni wu fa yong zai bi wan li
ji shi bi shang yan jing
zai ye meng bu dao de shen mi
bu zhi ru he xia bi
xie wan ni de Story
yu shi xiang yao kao jin
yu tong ku de bei ju
ai nan yi kang ju
Stop Stop Stop Stop Yeah
ai nan yi kang ju
Stop Stop Stop Stop Yeah
wo zu zhi zi ji jiao ji de hu huan ni
pa yan li yue guang Babe
hui lin shi ni de chi bang

yu guo tian qing shi ni de wei zhuang
zong shi dui wo wei xiao shi ni de jian qiang
er cui ruo de shi ni bai se de jian bang
qing qing chan dou zhe bei shang I'm Telling You
wo de xin shi chang kai de chuang
ni ke yi fang xia suo you de an tang
yong bao zhi dao tian liang gen zhe yue mu xia na guang ni ji xu zhui xun ming tian de liu lang Yeah

chu mo bu dao de ni wu fa yong zai bi wan li
ji shi bi shang yan jing
zai ye meng bu dao de shen mi
bu zhi ru he xia bi
xie wan ni de Story
yu shi xiang yao kao jin
yu tong ku de bei ju
ai nan yi kang ju
Stop Stop Stop Stop Yeah (Tonight)
ai nan yi kang ju
Stop Stop Stop Stop Yeah (Tonight)
wo zu zhi zi ji jiao ji de hu huan ni
pa yan li yue guang Babe
hui lin shi ni de chi bang

hui lin shi ni de chi bang

When I finished, I was Crying silently.
I give the Violin Back and Go to our table Fastly while looking down. I was wiping my tears so no one can see my weak side.

When I am seated on my chair, I felt someone is hugging me. I looked up and saw P'Kit and Ai'Yo is the one who is hugging me

"It hurts, Please make it stop"- I mumbled while crying softly.

I saw him leave.
Am I really Worthless?

Forth's Pov

I saw him crying.
My heart hurts when I saw him in that state.
And Im not that stupid to not realize that I was the one he was Telling in the stage.

"SHIT!!"- I shouted while Kicking the Tree.

When I am Tired on kicking, I sit on the grass and kean my back on the tree.

I feel some tears flowing from my eyes.
This is not me.
Only Beam can do it to me?
Do I love him?
Maybe, I wont be this hurt If I dont love him.
I stand Up and shouted because of Frustration.
If I didnt agree on that bet, Me and Beam Are happy now.

I wont let someone take him.
I will Fight for him.

"REMEMBER THIS! I WILL FIGHT FOR YOU MY BEAM"- I shouted confidently.