Shots { Adele fanfic}

Certain things hurt

Mia's POV

I wake up with Angelo curled around me, I'm so lucky to have him, I lay in bed with Angelo next to me for about 20 minutes in silence just staring at the roof thinking....

The door opened and mums head popped around the corner, it's 10:45am in the morning and Angelo is still asleep. "Hey darling, I just want u to be honest with me okay, are u okay?" Mum asked me sitting on the side of the bed.

I didn't know what to say because I don't know how I feel

I stare at her blankly "I don't know" I said.

I know she feels just as upset as I am, but I don't know how to handle these things my mind just seems to fill with voices telling me everything's my fault, and all I'm doing is ruining this family's lives by been here. I don't want to believe them but when it keeps on telling me every second of the day i start believing the things my mind tells me.

"I love u princess" Mum said.

"I love u too mum" I say back. "Angelo hunny time to wake up" Mum said moving his hair out of his face. "But mummmm I tired" he whined.

"Come on breakfast is ready dad made bacon sandwiches" she said getting up to leave.

"Yeyy bacon" Angelo said excitingly jumping up and leaving with mum.

"I'll be down soon" I said

I get my tv remote and turn on my tv and turned on Netflix's. I got out of bed and used the bathroom and got straight back into bed and watched tv.

***

I've now been in bed for the past 3 hours and I can hear someone coming up the stairs, and then a knock on my bedroom door.

"Who is it?" I asked

"Room service" my dad jokingly said

"Come in" I said laughing slightly

"I brought u up some food I figured u might be hungry" dad said placing a bowl of cereal on my bed stand, "what do u want to do today?" Dad asked climbing on the bed and laying next to me, "staying in bed avoiding life" I said honestly.

"Oh really me too" dad said getting comfortable in my bed. "Really ur gonna spend the whole day in my bed?" I asked "Well Yeh if u can why can't I." He said smiling at me. I like how supportive my parents are but I'm not gonna lie I really need a hug right now.

I hug dad and stay there, my emotions were getting the better of me and reality was really kicking me in the bum. A tear fell from my eye. And within a few minutes I was quietly sobbing on dads chest. He knows me too well, he rubbed my back letting me cry.