Life is like never before.
I miss every detail in him.
I miss when he pierce me in his stormy eyes from head to toe.
I miss everything in him.
I miss our old conversation.
I miss how we used to talk every minute of every day, how i was able to tell him everything that was on my mind.
I miss his amazing smile, his words, his everything.
It's about 5 months we separated. His memory is stucking in my fucking mind. It's like he doesn't want me to forget him.
I have a feeling that he forgot me, but my heart doesn't want to admit it.
I never loved someone in this way. He's like a beautiful fairytale. He doesn't want to leave my mind, my heart.
Everytime i see him my breath stops. My heart beats like hell.
But i was the one who hurted him.
I know i have to follow my brain & don't talk with him or follow him but in the same time i can't. My love is just too powerful that i can't handle it.
he brings the rain.. yeah.
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The sparkle in his eyes used to make my heart pound.
I'm desperate for you, i'm miserable without you. I can't think of anything i wouldn't do to have you like that again. Instead you're spending your time with her while i'm alone on my fourth night without you.
I hate myself like this, i hate that i need you this much, i hate that i'm so obsessed with you. But even knowing you've been with her, i want to crawl on my knees for you nd beg for scraps.
A touch. A kiss. One tender word.
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It's not that easy to forget who entered your life, who loved you for once, who hurted you, how much he used to hurt you, you can't just forget the past, the beautiful moments, the love that was ONCE between you.
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I can't say exactly what i feel, i'm trying to forget you every day, every second, every moment. I try & i try but in vain.
It's like you're living in my heart and you're closing the door, not letting me to get you out of my life.
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I miss our late night conversations. I just want you closer to me. I want you to feel me, to feel my pain.
I was lost before you.
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I want you to show me the most damaged part of your soul, things are going so bad in my life.
