Not sad. Not happy.
I'm just not feeling anything right now.
I'm searching for something, but i don't know what it is. I'm feeling lost. Too many questions are in my head and i can't find any answer.
Maybe i always lose because i care too much.
When you don't find someone close to you, to care for you You just feel lost, alone.
And believe me loneliness can kill sometimes.
It's so hard to find people who'll love you no matter what.
I always tell myself that things will get better tomorrow but i have been through many tomorrows and it never got any better.
The only happiness in life is to love and to be loved. But where is that love when everyone keep hurting you.
There's so many people sad, alone, no one listen to them. And when you see their smile you think that their life is perfect, but it's not. And it's not easy to them to admit their pain because in their state they can't trust someone.
I'm losing everyone, even myself.
I'm lost in my thoughts, i'm confused.
I keep daydreamin' and people think that i'm crazy.
Music was always my best friend. My changing of moods made me sick.
I believe in the quote "Society killed the teenager", cause there's so many teenagers depressed, sad. And sometimes their sadness drive them to suicide. Life is just not perfect. People don't let us do whatever we want. They always judge, they always have something to say. Especially, they envy you even when you're life is a mess. I just can't understand People. And i'm always keepin' a low-profile, cause i'm done from everyone. I'm living a life that they don't understand.
I'm trying to trust someone, but it's so hard after everything. Maybe i'm afraid to get betrayed and hurt, again. But i still believe that there's some good ones. Good ones like me.
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Offer your hand. Not your judgement.
Make me feel that i'm worth to live, to love, to be happy.
Don't let me regret that i trusted you. I'm gonna give you all of me, but don't ever give up on me. Don't make me feel like i'm worthless.
Make me feel that i'm the queen of your life. I'm depending on you. In your eyes i'm gonna live. Everytime you look at me i feel like i'm home.Safe. Safe from everythin'. I didn't want anything until i met you. From the first sight between us i felt like you're the one and i know that you felt it too when you sent me the beautiful smile i've ever seen and when you started to talk some nonsense things and you laughed at yourself. I want you to love me in a thousand way. I want to make moments that we both will remember when we get older, plainer. We'll miss this unforgettable moments. This moments will be priceless.
Thank You For Reading♥️
