Snowflakes (King Dice x Depressed! Reader) OLD

"You're A Snowflake"

⚠️ Warning: This chapter does not have any sex in it, but it goes over the topic. It also has abuse in it, which is more in the chapter but not actually seen. If you are triggered by any of this, I advise that you skip this one. Thank you and have a nice day/night⚠️ btw I love this song~

//King Dice POV//

Once we got in the house, Y/n and I still haven't said a word To each other.

She went in the shower to wash up while I put food on the table.

Once she was done I went in the shower while she ate.

Once I got out, I didn't eat because I lost my appetite, I went in her room to check on her.

She was laying on her bed staring at the ceiling, No emotion on her face.

"Y/n? Can I talk to you?" I asked her.

"What is there to talk about? I got raped and beaten for 2 months. Nothing more, Nothing less," Y/n spoke quietly.

I sat on the edge of her bed and I looked at her.

I'm one of those people that can tell what the other person is feeling only by looking at their face, especially girls since they can be more..emotional.

The emotion I'm reading off Y/n's face is definitely a scarred one.

"Look, I know you have a lot on your mind-"

"Well What did you expect?! I was in a sex-mill! A fucking sex-mill! Did you think I'm just going to heal up over a day?!" Y/n cut me off.

"I don't expect you to heal up fast, you need time. I just want to know what happened," I told her as I looked down at the floor.

"I literally just-"

"The whole story. Every detail," I cut her off.

"Well, I've told you about Craig, right? How he's a total douchebag. Well, what I've never is..well, he was not just a verbal and often physical abuser before I knew about the whole missing women thing, but, he...he, kindasortarapedmewhileiwasonlylike16andididntevenknowhimbackthenandiveheardhimdoitwithothersgirls," She sped the words out of her mouth.

"Run That by me one more time, just slower, " I told her as I laid down on the bed facing the ceiling.

"*Sigh* Kinda sorta raped me while I was only like 16 and I didn't even know him back then and I've heard him do it with other girls," She explained better.

"What the hell?? Who the fuck gave him the right to do that?!" I questioned her.

She did an obviously sarcastic chuckle and said:
"My parents."

"That..wasn't a question, But if you're serious, Jesus Christ what the hell was your childhood?" I, shocked, answered her sitting up and looking at her.

"トラッシュ。(Torasshu)" She sighed.

"What?" I Said realize not understanding the language she was talking in.

"Trash," She restated "Everyday, I regretted living. Even when Charlie was still around, life for me still didn't matter. To my parents, I was just one sick joke to them. Just a tool, just a thing to pay their monthly rent with."

She started to cry and laugh at the same time.

"It's funny right? My parents were out fucking people they picked off the streets while I had bronchitis, sitting in my own sick scent, half dead, in my room, 12 years old," She did a muffled chuckle by her hand covering her mouth.

"Y/n, I-"

"And look at me again, mhm, being a total grotesque thing that cries out for attention when all it can do is get people that I really care for hurt, Like you," She continued.

"Look, I-"

"Then the thing realizes her mistake and eventually she's trapped in her own nightmare and can't wake up Because that nightmare is reality. Life is a nightmare," She sniffed.

Before she could say anything else, I pulled her into a fast hug, not saying anything, just in each other's embrace and once in a while looking at each other.

Y/n's crying got louder and more sappier which made me feel more for her.

Y/n isn't just a sarcastic, witty, 21 year old.

She's a scared, petrified and scarred 12 year old.

"Shh, it's okay. I'm here now," I hushed her.

I glanced out the window and saw that a blizzard was going on.

"You know Y/n," I whispered to the girl who had herself nuzzled in my chest, "To me, you're like a snowflake; so beautiful and free when you're coming from the clouds and then, when you hit the ground or someone catches you, the fragile thing you are, you shatter and melt."

"You're a snowflake."

~Edited: Originally published February 20th, 2018~