I wore a mask so they can see me smile
But behind the mask and in my heart I cry
I design the mask to hide all the pain
Hoping it will fade as the time came
My friends ask me " Are you okay?"
I will smile and say "Yes I'm okay"
They say "Smile with bitterness is not okay"
I say "I don't even have a choice instead of being okay"
Hot liquids are rolling down on my cheecks
I suddenly felt and wipe it quick
But it keeps on falling, it's a tear
I let it out remembrin' no one can hear
I look up in the sky everynight
Thinking if a star can lead me to the light
But the clouds are covering the spark
So until now Im still living in the dark
"Life must go on" many people say
I can't move that's why I stay
I tried to escape but can't find a way
So the pain keeps on hurting me everyday
You promise me something do you recall,
You wont leave me nor let me fall
But now Im alone in this big hall
Silently crying while staring at the walls.
Sweetheart you are my everything
Without you I can do nothing
There's no any material things
That can replace the happiness you bring
You've been my unforgettable partner
My partner who gave me so much care
Now I have to accept were over
You will be my forever lover
I wanna say something before I let you go
Forgetting our memories is a no
I hope you are hearing this from above
Always remember you're the one I love
The most loving guy I once had
Is now a guardian angel with God
Guide me to stop doing things that are bad
And prohibit me from feeling sad
Before I finish this poetry
Thank you for your gift it's a he
Please take care the baby and me
You will stay in our memory
We will always love you
I know you love us too
In time we will join you there
Just wait, promise we'll be together.
