Infront of you I'm smiling
But inside my heart is dying
Yes you can see me standing
But can't see an interest in living
I always go home from school crying
Because they won't stop bullying
I wanted and push my self to be fair
But I realized the world is really unfair
Did I do something bad,
That makes them to be mad?
Reason why they want a fight?
Questions that replays in my mind
Is it my physical appearance?
Don't you want my existance?
Can you show a little tolerance?
Throw your sympathy! I need acceptance.
I always think how can this end
Because of bullying I don't have friends
Traumatized and always hide
Pushing me to commit a suicide
My heart is already losing hope
I don't know how can I cope
All I can do is to mope
So my body start to find a rope
Before I hung myself up, someone whisper to me,
"Please, No, Don't do that it's a sin"
"Have more patience just let them be"
"You still have God to lean"
Then I ask a wish to the Lord
"Please give me a peace in my world"
I want to take a deep breath
And take off all my plans about death
I must carry on and be strong
Even they say I'm not belong
God will always hold my hand
And Help me up to stand
One day I found myself here in this site,
There are trees and mountains because of it's height
It calms me down and I can think right,
I see new hope that leads me to the light.
