Dear Diary

Sick (Tuesday)

December 16

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I am now sick

The food poisoned me, causing me to vomit everywhere

Thank god

I dont think I could have survived the day without having a breakdown

I feel bad for Sally though

They will probably replace me with her for today

Mom would like me to eat, but I refuse to do so

There is still the untouched sandwich and chips from 4 hours ago

I checked my email

As always, Youtube telling me someone uploaded a video

I then saw an email that said Stupid Girl

It had a link to a video

It was my date with Chase and it was on You tube

Over 2000 people had seen it already

I scrolled to the comments

None were friendly

One said, "That girl should have stayed home! HA!"

Another saying, "Shes a big gorilla"

I thought, "Why me? Why am I miserable? Why must I be tortured?"

I honestly didnt know and I wanted to so badly

I hated life, no matter if it was good, beacuse the goodness would end soon

I wondered how it felt to be in the sky

I shook the thought out of my head

I then laid down and quietly sobbed until I fell asleep