Dear Diary

What Chase Did (Thursday)

December 18

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Today was the worst day of my life

I was scared to return back to my house

Im scared of the results of what he did

Chase hurt me

But he didnt smack me around

I wish he would have did that

I begged for him not to do the horrible act, but he was too angry and fired up to listen

At lunch and most of 3rd period, we were in the boy's bathroom

He stripped me of my clothes

He taped my arms and legs together so I wouldnt escape

He raped me for an hour and a half before leaving me on the cold, hard floor

I remember him dropping my limb, harmed body

Him walking away, a dirty satisfied smile on his face

Me sitting there for about 30 minutes, bleeding, before getting the energy to get up

I limped out of the school and I walked until I collapsed on the sidewalk, making it bloody

Sally found me and carried me home, said by my mom and dad

They demanded to know why I was outside, bloody and in nothing but my underclothes

I told them everything, no deatail left out

My parents were so upset, they called the school to have him exspelled 

I feared he would get me back for this

I cried loudly into the night sky

I got no sleep that night

I stayed up, hoping I would.................just......................die