Cry If You Need To But I Cant Stay To Watch You Thats The Wrong Thing To Do
Touch If You Need To But I Cant Stay To Hold You Thats The Wrong Thing To Do
Talk If You Need To But I Cant Stay To Hear You Thats The Wrong To Do
Cause You'll Say You Love Me And I'll End Lying And Say I Love You Too
"But I need someone different" I said to myself looking at my sleeping girlfriend "Bre" that was in my arms. I sighed got up and threw on some basketball shorts,nike socks and nike sandals. I made my way to kitchen to make breakfast stepping over broken glass & ripped clothes. This was my daily routine. I get into a heated argument with my girl, she goes crazy and tries to hit me with anything in reach, When she finally chill down I apolgize even tho its not my fault (it never is), she accepts it, we smoke, fuck, and go to sleep. Im so tired of this shit...tbh my feelings for her stopped long time ago...I just dont why I havent broke up with her yet. I opened the fridge and pulled out some bacon and eggs and started to prepare to breakfast. When it was done I put some on 2 plates and put them on the table and sat down at it.
"OOOOHH WHAT SMELLS GOOD" Bre yelled from the other room.
She walked out with nothing but her bra and panties on. She kissed me on my cheek and walked in the kitchen. I watched her. I bit my lip as my eyes traveled her body...then something caught my attention...she had my name tatted on her !
"Bre...when you get that ?" I asked
"Get what bae ?" she replied
"That tattoo of my name !" I said pointing at it
She looked at me in shock
"Mouse I had this for 3 months now...MAYBE IF YOU STOP LOOKING AT OTHER HOES AND PAID MORE ATTENTION TO ME YOU WOULD HAVE NOTICED NIGGA !" she yelled walking towards me
"Bre chill...my bad I aint notice it !" I said back trying to avoid this fight we bout to get into
"DONT TELL ME TO CHILL...GTF OUT MY HOUSE !" she screamed. Her face started to turn red I could tell she was mad. She making a big deal outta nothing...but its whatever. I shook my head,grabbed my phone and got tf out her house like she told me too. I started walking up the street to the basketball court. Idk why but I like going up there...probably more than I like Bre...I dont know why im still in this dysfunctional ass relationship...I need to get out of it....im doing it wrong
Alisha POV
"WHY TF DO THIS NIGGA KEEP CALLIN YOU ALISHA!" My boyfriend "Malik" yelled at me
"THE SAME REASON THESE HOES CALLIN YOU !" I snapped back.
"THIS AINT BOUT ME THIS BOUT YOU !" He yelled back at me.
"OOOH IM SO TIRED OF YO SHIT MAN !" I screamed at him
"...then why you here ?" He said looking me dead in my eyes
"Tbh....IDEK !" I said back then stormed out the house. We do this everyday. He'll get mad at me, I'll leave, then he'll blow up my phone to tell me come back, i'll come back and we'll make up then do it all over again. I'm so fucking sick of this shit. I have no feelings towards Malik...but its something keeping me from just saying GTFO. I don't know what tho. I texted my bestfriend "Diamond" and told her meet me at the b-ball court. Thats where I go to get away from Malik and his bullshit. I dont need him....I need someone different...maybe this aint right....maybe im doing it wrong ???
