thinking of him

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Taylors P.O.V

Mom picked me up and drove through wendy's for a salad and then drove us home. I walked inside and walked strait to my room. I turned on the TV on a music channel and sat on my bed. I didn't really want to talk to anyone or do anything. I just poured all the ranch dressing on the salad and quietly ate it. I had fun dancing with Brandon. He made everything fun and tried to cheer me up in every way. He was simply amazing and sweet. He had brown hair and brown eyes. It was honestly the perfect mix as for I had the same but the combination on him looked better. He had a super sweet personality. He tried hard to be great at dance when it came naturally to him. He always wanted to improve. When he was teaching me about the moves and the history of hip hop his eyes sparkled. They sparkled with joy, passion, and happiness. Boy did I love that  sparkle. It made him look alive and it made butterflies bat around in my stomach. Being with him made me feel alive. It made me want to work harder. impress him. Though my brain and body were telling me it was wrong and I was going to loose sight of my future. Her brain told me not to let a guy wreck my future I always promised myelf that I would never become a cliche teenage girl who falls in love with a boy and it would wreck her future. You don't choose fate, fate chooses you. I just couldn't stop thinking about him. Everything about him head to toe inside and out. It was awful. I didn't want to fall for him he took my dance floor. He made painful memories arise. I didn't want that in a guy but he still crept into my mind. I hated it. Unable to get him out of mind. He is making my wall crumble and I held up a strong wall. It never cracked not once. I was strong and I like to believe I could hold up that wall whenever stupid brandon was around. But thats not the case he made my heart turn to liquid and the butterflies in my stomach beat round like crazy. He made me want to work and impress and only get better. He made me so confused I don't even know why i'm thinking about him now. I just finished my salad, took a shower, brushed my teeth, and went to bed trying not to think about Brandon. That didn't happen.

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