Separation (Mark Tuan)

Chapter 4 (Dessert)

Grays Pov.

All the boys behave so nicely when i'm around, it confuses me sometimes, cause they normally fight a lot. Me and JB joke all the time saying i might as well be the leader, they listen to me more. Mark says its cause im loud, and old.

Yugeom and Youngjae always fight over whos the loudest, i dont know why, they just scream over each other.

Bambam never starts a fight, well in his eyes he doesn't, someone messes around with him and he yells at them, sometimes in Thai, so no one can understand, gonna guess he doesnt know about Mark's dad. But he gets vicious, threatened to twist yugyeom's nipples until they fell over (true story bro)

Jackson fights when you mess with his food.

Jinyoung and JB just try to stop the fights, it never works 😂

Mark and i only tickle each other.

But if i walk into to the room when anyone is fighting they all stop and then theyre quiet and get along.

Jinyoung says its cause im an angel. Who really knows

Debut is getting closer and closer. Ive been helping them prepare. I practice their makeup at night when were all off. I get more days off than them, i clean up the house and cook them dinner when im home.

One day i was singing and dancing and Jess calls asking about Mark and if were dating.

"Girl i would tell you if we were."

"Well do you like him?"

"Hes my bestfriend what you mean?"

"Girl do you want to kiss his face?"

I had a flashback to a couple months ago when me and mark were only inches apart. I had felt like kissing him but i stopped myself.

"No why would i?"

After that she dropped the topic and we talked about her boyfriends band Why Dont We.

After the call my mind just kept flashing to times i had thought of kissing Mark. Surprisingly it happened a lot.

Did i like him?

I thought about this until the boys came home. Shit i forgot to make the food.

We ended up just ordering food in.

I blamed it on Jess, she wasnt here so they couldnt yell at her. 😂

Mark started hugging on me, this was normal, but this time i felt different. Why was i noticing this now? How when he smiles his eyes scrunch up. Or how he always lets the boys finish their sentence before trying to speak, unlike the other boys who will talk over each other. That night when i slept with mark, i didnt fall asleep i stayed awake just in his arms listening to him and Jackson breathe while i was thinking about if i liked him or not. 3 hours before the boys had to wake up i finally went to sleep. 

When Mark woke up, i hugged him tighter not wanting him to leave, still half asleep. He finally faught free from my hold of him. After all the boys left i called Jess and first yelled at her for making me think about this, with her laughing me i told her that i did like him. I have for as long as i could remember, i just never noticed.

She yelled "finally!"

We talked about how i was gonna tell him. After we came up with a plan. I made dinner so i didnt forget and then started making mental notes about what i was gonna do which ended up with me daydreaming and me think about what Mark would say. It was anywhere from omg i like you too, to how would i ever like someone like you. After that i started singing and dancing. When the boys came home i was still singing and dancing, finishing up dinner. The boys came in surprisingly quiet so i didn't hear them over the music. The came into the kitchen and surprised me.

"What the fuck. Guess yall dont want food." I said joking. Jackson came up to me mad.

"What do you mean i don't want  food, i wor..." I cut him off.

"Jackson, i was joking, eat" i said then dramatically pointed to the table. We all sat down and ate after we finish i took Mark into our room i gave the boys dessert so i know Jackson wouldnt come in.

"Markie i need to talk to you aboit some thing important."

"whats up Gray? Are you okay" he asked

"Yeah its not like that."

"What is it? You can tell me?" When i didnt answer quickly he said "do you like one of the members?"

Well technically "yeah" i said quietly.

"Omg whoo? Wait is it Bambam?"

"Markie its..." I stopped myself, i dont want to lose him. But i have to do this. My brain fights then i just say it. "I like you"

He starts laughing, then i think it sinks in of the way i mean it. "Wait you like me like that?" He asks for clarification

"Yeah, dont hate me Markie" i said looking down. After he didnt answer i looked up and was met with Marks lips. Every muscle i had tensed up now relaxed. I basically melted in his arms. 

After we kissed for a while the door opened and the whole neighborhood basically could hear Jackson yell.

"Grayson and Mark are doing the nasty."

Me and Mark just laugh and cuddle for the rest of the night. Before we fell asleep Mark turned to me and said.

"Our parents were right all along."

Then i fell asleep in his arms.

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You think its over, boy you is wrong 😂😂 more to come