Best friends Brother J.D.G

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I want to Gouge out my own eyes.

Seeing Ellie all over jack made me sick. She's cheating on him and she acts like it's not bad. That made me lose all of my "cool" for the rest of the night.

Lexi would ask me if I'm alright and I would just reply with a nod and a small "yes".

"Well, I should get going" I said as Ellie giggled loudly again. Wyatt nodded and gave me a hug, so did Lexi.

I couldn't stand it anymore, I have to tell someone. Once I got home, I seen my parents at the dinner table eating.

"Hi honey, dinner is ready if your hungry" my mother said.

I nodded and sat at the table. My parents held onto a conversation while I just ate my food in silence.

Everything's events from today replayed in my head. I should just forget about it, he cheated on her too.

I cleaned up my dish and headed to bed.

/Next day/

I woke up at 7:00 to get ready for school. I picked out a big yellow varsity sweater, blue jeans and black vans.

I'm very picky about what i wear. I can go from looking like a girly girl to a tomboy real quick. I grabbed my phone and headed out he door.

I put my headphones in as I walked to school. I walked past the group of my friends clearly ignoring. I only did that because time I walked into the building, Ellie glared at me as she was hugged up against jack.

I felt the eyes of the group follow me, I knew the were whispering things and trying to get my attention but I just turned my music up louder.

/Lunch/
I've been ignoring most of my friends for the day. I don't want to but I guess Ellie wants me to.

I wasn't gonna sit with them at lunch but I don't know who I was gonna sit with. I awkwardly walked around the lunch room looking for an empty seat but every seat in the lunch room was taken.

"Camari, are you ok?" Wyatt said causing me to jump. I can't believe I've even been ignoring him.

"Yeah" I said. "Are you sure, you've been ignoring us for most of the day" he asked.

"Yes Wyatt, I'm fine" I said. He didn't want to believe that I was fine but he just went along with it.

"Are you gonna sit with us?" He asked. I unsurely shook my head no. "I thought that I should make some more friends" I lied. That was the last thing I wanted.

"Oh, ok just let me know if your gonna come back" he said and walked off.

"Need new friends huh?" I heard someone say. I turned around to see a small group of people.