The Only Reason- Shawn Mendes FF

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I quickly turned around, but then I heard his voice. ,,Rose?" with a deep breath I turned around. ,,Oh heyyyyyyy Shawn," I greeted him with a bit nervous voice. 

,,What are you doing here?" he asked me with a suspicious look and he crossed his arms on his chest. ,,Me?..oh..ehm..I was walking home that way," I told him and I pointed at the direction I came from the coffee. 

The street that way was silent, but the shops were opened. ,,Save it Rose. What did you hear?" Shawn asked me and I continued at lying. 

,,I didn't hear anything like I said I was....," ,,Rose I know that you're lying. You always play with your bracelet when you're nervous," he told me and I looked down at my bracelet. 

I got it from my parents when I was little and, yeah, when I'm nervous I play with it. Somehow it calm me down. 

,,Oh..Okay. I'm sorry, but I heard everything. I heard that your dad don't want you to follow your dream," when I looked at Shawn he was looking at me with an angry look. ,,That's none of your bussiness!" Shawn yelled at me and people from the next street looked at us. 

,,Hey Shawn I know ho...," ,,You don't know anything about my parents, my life and my dreams! You always think that you know everything. but let me tell you something Rose..you don't know what is happening around you, because you live in your own fantasy!" he yelled at me and I started to feel tears falling down my cheeks. 

I knew that he was a jerk, but I never thought that he can be so rude to someone. I guess I always lived in my fantasy world. 

,,But...," I wanted to say something, but I couldn't. For a minute I saw on Shawn's face that he wanted to apologies, but then he shaked his head. 

,,I don't want you to tutor me anymore...I never was good at anything only at basketball. At least I believe in that," he told me with a silent voice and then he started to walk away. I stood there and I was looking after him. 

,,You know, you don't have to believe in yourself. But you have to know that I believe in you," I said and he stopped. 

We stood there, but he didn't turn around and then he just left. Everyone around us was looking at us and when I looked at them, they looked away. 

Then I started to walk home. On a long and sad street, thinking about the things Shawn said. And again I found myself thinking about him...just like always.

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,,Hey dreamy girl," a familiar voice spoke up. The next day afternoon I was sitting in the library and looking out of the window. 

My thoughts kept hunting me not only during the day, but in my dreams too. What has he done to me? 

,,Hi Cameron," I greeted my one and only best friend. ,,Whatis happening? No weird nicknames today?" he asked me with a smile and he sat down in front of my. 

,,Egh no. I'm not in that mood today," I told him and I closed the book I was holding which I didn't even read. 

,,You are always in the mood,unless..What happened?" he asked me with a worried face. ,,Nothing," Cameron looked at me with a look that said:,,You can tell me anything. 

It was a sunny afternoon and the library was empty. ,,I heard Shawn and his dad arguing and then Shawn saw me and he got angry," my best friend was listening quietly and when I stopped talking he spoke up. 

,,I'll talk to him," ,,Ehm..I didn't know that you are friends," I teased him. ,,Not really, but you are his friend too, so,..." ,,Awww, you are really the best," I told him and I walked to him and hugged him. 

,,Hey Rose," he spoke up near my ear. ,,Hm?" ,,I know that Shawn was rude, but I think he likes you," he whispered to my ear and my heart started to beat quicklier. 

,,You think so?" I asked him when I pulled away from him. ,,Yeah and you should talk to him," he suggested. ,,Okay I will..maybe," I said and he looked at me. ,,Not maybe. You will, but only after the game," he said and he smiled. 

,,Oh the game. I totally forgot," I grabbed the books from the table and I put them into my bag. ,,Let's go," I told him and I started to walk. 

When I realized that Cameron wasn't walking with me I turned around. ,,Are you coming or what?" I asked him and he smiled. ,,I'm coming," he said. ,,Then let's go. You know you are really slow for a basketball player," I told him when he reached me. 

,,Aand she's back," he said and we started to laugh.

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It was after the game and I was walking slowly to the changing room. I didn't know what will I tell him, but my legs where taking me there. 

One moment I was in the gym and then I was near the lockers. i was thinking about Shawn when i heard voices. 

Like when someone is fighting and the others are chearing. I looked around and the voices were coming from the changing room. 

My legs took me there and I slowly opened them. I knew that what I'll see will maybe change my life. 

When the doors were open I saw there everyone in a circle. I walked there and I pushed everyone aways so I could see what was happening. 

And I saw there what I didn't want to see. Two boys in the middle of the circle. Two familiar faces..

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HI guys.

So how did you like this chapter? Oh also I have got some bad news. There will be two more chapters and then this story ends. 

I know that this story isn't that good, like my other books, but I somehow don't know what should the plot be. 

Anyways there will be two more chapters and then I will concentrate on my other story.

-Laura <3