Dear, Kitten

.normal.

Dear, kitten

( Long time no see)

Normal.

What is the meaning of normal?

Is there a meaning of normal?

Does normal even exist??

Am I normal?

I only know one answer to those questions. I am definitely NOT normal. I am different and everyone knows it. I am unusual. I am off beat. I am ANYTHING but normal.

I know this because I get reminded of it every day, in school, at home, at the park, or even anywhere in this hell hole, we call Earth.

You know how in public schools they have this " anti-bullying" bull shit? Well no matter how many bright an colorful posters or the assembly's that people use for their afternoon nap. When they doze off about who knows what. Will work on my ass hole brother and his friends. I bet your thinking " well that's just teasing get used to it" but guess what smart ass. I'm 95% sure that locking someone in a locker for 36 hours isn't teasing, or that time when I was just walking, minding my own business when my brothers best friend came up to me and pulls the back of my hair, Making me fall in a wet puddle from when the janitor mopped the floors and tell the people who see me with a wet ass that I pissed myself when he was asking if I had read all the pages in the history book because he is all me. Perfect who never does anything wrong.

But as I was saying, no matter how many times they say to leave people alone it doesn't work. If it did I wouldn't get called a dike every time I walk into the girl's locker room.

But this is even worse at home because my mom and stepdad are all Christian and think that if you are any different then normal you are going to hell. or at least that's what my stepfather says.

Normal.

Do you want to know what I think normal means? I think it means heartless people who have no fun and decides to take it out on other people. That's what I think the meaning of normal is.

SORRY ABOUT HOW MESSY THIS IS, I NEVER REALLY WROTE A GOOD STORY BEFORE SO DONT EXPECT THIS ONE TO BE.