To the one that got away,
I wish you happiness. Treat her well and make her the happiest girl in the world. People would think that 6 months is not enough for me to fall this deeply in love with you but the truth is I've had feelings for you for 6 years. I just chose to ignore them because you were in a relationship. I know that we never really became official because we said that we will make things official when I return home, but now every single promise is useless. You know what, I felt very happy every time you would tell me to take care of myself cuz you were gonna marry me in the future. I never really planned on getting married but for you I was willing to. Maybe it was me that had a problem because im not as expressive as you are, but know this that I was true every single time I tell you I love you. When you told me you kissed another girl it broke not only my heart but my world. I was very willing to give you another chance but you said you needed to find yourself. I told you I would wait and I was willing to wait even if it takes years. But alas it was all for nothing. You had her name in your profile with those heart emojis we oh so love to use. I searched her name up and there was your name in her profile with heart emojis adoring it. As stupidly in love as I was that was too much so I told you to just tell me to stop waiting, and you did. I'm very much broken right now but it's true when I told you that I want you to be happy and that you need to make her happy. It's ok that it's only gonna be me who feels the pain, I would rather me than you. Love her more than I love you. Take care of her. Make sure that this time every promise you make you will keep for her sake. Have a successful future with her. No matter what, as of this time, I love you and only you. It may take years for me to get rid of this pain but at least you don't have to go through it, let me have all the pain and be happy with her. Like I said I'd rather have "me" in pain than you, because that's how much I really love you. To the girl that he loves now, take care of him. Make him the happiest man alive, support him in everything he does cuz let me tell you he has a lot of plans still. No matter what happens don't leave him, he is worth everything. Love him with all your heart and don't hesitate to show it. For now my Dear goodbye, I'll see you around when I go home. I love you till the end. May God bless you in everything.
I LOVE YOU Earl
The girl that will always love you
