When i woke up the next morning, i still had that same nagging feeling in the back of my head. I didn't get much sleep the previous night for that same reason. I was thinking about telling him. should I, should I not? those were the questions that were on my mind yeterday. I just needed to tell him. What is the big secret that I'm hiding from him you may ask? well, I have a problem with my heart that is incurable, I'm gonna die in a couple of years. The doctors say that they might be able to help, but i know they are just giving me false hope. I really don't care that I'm going to die young, I don't want to to be here anyways. The only good things un my life are my family and Jason. Oh, Jason how are you going to take the news? Am I ever going to tell you or will you find out when I'm already dead? Jason, how are you going to take it? I just don't want you to hate me for keeping this a secret from you, but I also don't want to risk loosing you because of my condition.
