Kai Parker imagines

Thnking of You - 11

This imagine is inspired by the old skool song by Katy Perry Thinking of you like the main title of the imagine. It's been a while since I've updated and this idea just sprung to my head. Also I really like the song as it has a cute romantic feel to it. Thanks for reading and enjoy!

It's been a year since I've split up with my ex-to-be-husband, his name was Malachai Parker, everything was perfect but then the arguing and anger started, and I guess he didn't think I was worth fighting for... Now I've moved on, well I say that I'm married to this guy, his name is Rick (wubbadubdub, lol.)

I mean I would say I'm happy but that isn't true Rick isn't the same man I once married, he was always protective, well that's what I thought at first but turns out he was controlling, not being protective of me. Not just that he can be aggressive, I know that me and my ex used to fight but he would never lay a finger on me. I miss him, as much as I hate to admit it I miss how we used to be, before everything got too serious I just want to go back in time and have a do over but this isn't back to the future and I'm not Marty Mcfly.

"Y/n I'm going out and don't wait up I'll be late.." He in harsh tone "Oh, ok why don't I join you it's been a while since we've been out together." I suggest with a beaming smile but it is short lived as I hear a deep manly chuckle the one I've learnt to know so well that has a meaning behind it, No way you stay.. "No you do the house cleaning like what you were made for as you are my wife not that you are acting anything like it." He spat and shoved past me knocking my frail bone in my shoulder.

For the job he has in a fancy business office you wouldn't think it looking at me I'm so small, I wasn't born like this when I was with him my ex I used to be full of life and glowing healthy skin but since being with Rick I lose my appetite, and I'm just under so much stress I want to be perfect for him, but it is never enough. I've had enough I burst into tears, I just can't pretend anymore I'm miserable I want to scream from the roof tops leave this place and never look back, but I'm stuck..stuck here in this place, with a stranger I don't even know.

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"Where the fuck are you whore?" I hear the door slam shut and loud footsteps bashing on the ground becoming louder and louder as they near our bedroom. I feel my heart beat it's beating at a rapid speed, I'm so scared I hate it when he's drunk this is when it happens...

The door bursts open and I hide under the satin covers as a form of protection but the sheets are soon ripped from underneath me. "Oh do you think you are disrespecting me huh? You think I'm stupid you lying whore, you cheating bitch!" He bellows his teeth gritting then a hand collides with my cheek forcefully. It's so painfully I just manage to utter a whisper like voice making me sound weak and useless I hate myself. "I didn't I would never c-cheat on you love, I love you." I try to suppress my tears but the pain is too much not just the smack everything I can't cope anymore...I just can't

He takes a hold of my neck whispering directly in my face with a menacing look, I hate how the alcohol effect him. "I know you are lying, so who is it? Who has my slut of a wife been having an affair with behind my back?" I don't know why he thinks this I've been inside all night doing my duties as a wife, cleaning the house from top to bottom, I'm exhausted. "Rick I've been inside all night cleaning I promise you I haven't layered a finger upon another man but you, you are the only man in my life." I plead with him giving a look of despair.

"Fine if you are going to lie to me I'm going to treat you like the whore you are.." He smirks disgustingly. He takes a rough hold of my body and forces his self on me, he starts by ripping off my silk gown leaving me exposed in my bra and pants. Then he attacks me in a kiss but it is far from romantic. As he kisses me I can't help but wish his mouth belonged to someone else for a second. I got lost in the moment and kissed back thinking it was Kai, but then I realised shortly after and I was disgusted with myself. How could I be so stupid, I can't...I can't let this happen I need to get away from here and run to where I can get help.