I Promise (Sequel & WDW FanFic) COMPLETED

Chapter 10

•••guys this episode is super sad and depressing. If you don't want to read it, I'll put a little summery in next episode of what happens :)•••
"I um... I cheated on you..." I say slowly and guilt fully. "I understand if your angry."
I look at her face to see her just still and staring at me with out blinking.
"Are you okay?"I ask.
She continues not to answer. I see her breathing pick up. She puts her hands on her chest.
"Kinney?"
Her eyes flicker a little until they close fully.
"Kinney!?"
Her face quickly becomes red. We all watch confused on happening. Tears then start to fully stream out of her eyes, but she keeps mainly quiet.
I look at Corbyn as his face lights up realizing what's happening.
"Shit!" Corbyn says loudly.
"What's happening?!"I ask.
"She's having a panic attack!" He says running over to her.
She falls onto her knees and just sits there...crying quietly, breathing rapidly, holding her chest.... Corbyn runs over to her, but she scooches away and wraps her arms around her legs, hugging her legs close to body.
"Kinney, you need to calm down..please" Corbyn says trying to help.
"I-I-I.. c-can't." She gets out while sobbing.
'I did this. I caused this. I caused her pain. I hurt her. No, no, no, no, no!' I think to myself as tears start to fall down my cheeks. My tears falling off of my chin to the floor mixing with Kinney's.
"I hate you!" She yells at me as she takes her promise ring off and throwing it across the room past me.
"I'm so sorry..."I whisper.
"Kinney, your chest will only grow tighter if you keep crying and breathing so rapidly. Look around. Focus... Whats in my hand?" Corbyn asks holding his hand out to show her what's in it.
"You-Your phone." She says beginning to calm a little.
"Who's is my screen saver?" He asks another question.
"C-Christina." She says with a slight smile.
"Can I hug you?" He asks sweetly.
She slowly nods. Corbyn slowly approaches her getting closer. She lets go of her knees and opens up a bit. He slowly pulls her into a hug. She smiles and calms down fully.
"Thank you." I hear her whisper to him.
"No problem bestie." He says.
She chuckles a bit. She closed her eyes letting one last tear fall down her tear stained cheeks to the floor.
I look over at the other guys. Jack gives me a angry look and shakes his head.
"Go to hell." He lips to me and walks over to Kinney joining the hug.
Zach and Daniel go and sit next to her and comfort her.
'Why did I have to ruin such a good thing. I love her.' I think as I go behind me to grab the promise ring. I put it in my back pocket and go upstairs to my room.

Kinney's POV-
"Thank you guys, especially you Corbyn." I say as we all release the hug and see Jonah gone."I don't know what I would have done with out you."
"I don't know either." Corbyn reply's.
"I love you all."
"We love you too." Jack says.
I slowly get up and walk away to the bathroom. Tears flood in again. I don't know why I faked being all good. I look over to the drawer. I open it and look to find a razor. I grab it and lightly cut my arm adding new cuts to old scars. Blood runs down my arm. I smile ever so slightly with tears in my eyes.
"Jonah." I whisper quietly. "Your fault...your scars...."
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Sorry for such a depressing episode. Also it's short. If y'all can convince me...I might post again, but it will take a lot lol.
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If any of you are depressed, I just want to say a few things. You don't have to listen to me. Anyways here it is, if your sad, just believe it will get better. It might not seem like it right now or you might not want to believe it, but it will. You are loved by someone. I promise you that. Not sure if your y'all are Christian or not, but God loves you and if it seems like he's ignoring you..he not. He's listening. You have to open up to what he has to say. Look more up online and your understand more. That's all. I hope I helped any of you out there.

Words- 625 w/ out note.