Its 8 in the morning and im already at school cause my history class is now scheduled at the morning and its really annoying kasi bakit tinapat pa sa umaga ang History? Like wtf, sobrang nakaka-antok kaya nun.
I walked towards to our building and lazy sat on my chair. I slowly closed my eyes and rest my back. I feel really sleepy right now and sobrang bad timing pa kasi masyado kong dinamdam kagabi yung hindi panonood ni Thirdy ng game namin tapos kasama niya lang pala si Billie. Im not a jealous type of girl but its driving me crazy now. Siguro, i got used to be with him kaya ngayon na kahit isa araw lang na hindi kami nagkikita, nalulungkot ako.
I opened my eyes to cut off my thoughts because it gets a little deeper na. I dont want anxiety to attack me cause its just one day na hindi ko siya nakasama and yung ex niya yung mas pinili niya. Besides, were just friends so ano naman karapatan ko para magselos diba or just to expect that he will choose me over his girls. I bursed a sarcastic laugh because of my thoughts. Never really imagined na ganto mararamdaman ko.
I was about to turn my head's down when i saw a waffle and coffee at my desk. I look around. I smiled when I saw someone eating a waffle while looking at me
"Akala mo ba papatawarin kita dahil sa pa- breakfast mo ngayon?" i rolled my eyes and he just chuckled
"Pwede din naman Isabel" he smirked "Kain ka na. Gumising pako ng maaga para pag gawan ka ng waffle and mag drive thru pa sa Mcdo para bilhan ka ng favorite mong coffee"
"Pambawa ba to?" i laugh and he nod "Thank you"
"Kaya wag ka na magalit" ngumuso naman siya kaya napairap ako "Bawi ako today? Labas tayo" i smiled with what he said
Yeah definitely he has to bring me to somewhere. I really missed his presence. I really missed him.
We we're on a buffet restaurant cause i requested to eat here since gutom na talaga ako dahil sa history subject na yan and i feel like i have to eat many today since kasama ko na yung eating buddy ko
"Hinay-hinay lang Isabel. Masyado mo ata akong namiss para kumain ka ng sobra" kumunot naman yung noo ko sa sinabi niya
"Anong connect?"
"Eh kapag kasama mo lang ata ako kumakain ka ng madami eh" i laugh and agreed to him. Im much comfortable eating with him
"So you owe me kwento kung bakit wala ka kahapon at kasama mo yung ex mo?"
Kahit ayokong malaman ang dahilan kung bakit magkasama sila ng ex niya, but still curiousity got me. Natigilan naman siya sa pagkain at napatingin ng diretso sakin.
"How did you know that Im with her?"
"Um.. It doesn't matter anymore? Bakit nga kasama mo siya?" hindi ko maiwasang hindi mainis ng tanungin ko siya kung bakit kasama niya yun. Yes, i have no right to act this way pero bawal na ba magdemand?
"Are you mad at me?"
"No. Im just asking. Hindi ka naman kasi nagtext sakin na hindi ka pala makakanood sa game namin para samahan mo siya" i showed him a sarcastic smile
"Sorry i forgot to tell you about it. Wag ka na magalit please? Babawi naman ako sayo today eh" nagpout pa siya pero naiinis lang ako
"So today lang? Pano sa mga susunod?" tumawa siya na nagpairap sakin
"Pati nga sa mga susunod. Ikaw Isabel ha. Hindi naman ako nainform na mahal mo na pala ako!"
"Mahal naman talaga kita eh!" natigilan ako sa sinabi ko. Did i just tell him that i love him? Fuck!
