love hurts. (completed)

back together again

"I'm done being played by Fergal. I'm done with his games. I'm finally gonna move on."

I said to Sasha and Mella as I put the finishing touches on my makeup.

"Good on you, Pam. Don't let him get you down."

Mella said with a smile.

"Yeah. It's like I've been telling you. You deserve some happiness too."

Sasha said as she finished curling her hair.

"Well, I'm just gonna go and let loose tonight. I haven't been out to a club in forever."

I said with a smile as I looked at myself in the mirror. I walked out of the bathroom and walked out to the living room where Cass and Sami were entertaining Ethan.

"How's my big boy doing?"

I asked as I picked him up off the couch and kissing his cheek. Ethan giggled at me as I smiled.

"I love you munchkin! Yes I do!"

I said, causing Ethan to giggle.

"Okay, we've gotta go."

Sasha said as her and Mella came down the hall.

"Okay. Make sure to feed him tonight, you two."

I said to Sami and Cass.

"Pam, you do realize I've raised 2 girls. I can handle this."

Sami said as he scoffed.

"Okay well this is a 4 month old little boy with special needs. It's not a fucking cake walk Sami."

I said as I raised my voice a bit.

"Okay, c'mon. You clearly need a drink."

Sasha said as she grabbed my wrist and guided me towards the door. Once I opened the door to leave, I saw someone I definitely wasn't expecting to see.

"Fergal? What are you-"

My words were cut off when he grabbed my face and kissed me.

"What the hell are you doing?"

I asked him.

"Pam, I broke up with Rachel. I didn't mean what I said earlier. I wanna be with you."

He said.

"Fergal, I don't know..."

I said as I took a deep breath.

"Please Pam. I will get on my knees and beg for you."

Fergal said as I bit my lip.

"Fergal, you don't need to do that. I'll take you back."

I said with a smile.

"Really?"

He asked.

"Yeah."

I said as Fergal wrapped his good arm around me.

"I won't mess it up this time. I promise."

Fergal whispered in my ear.

"I know you won't."

I whispered back. Eat your heart out, Rachel. He's always been mine.