**Grayson's POV**
Song~ I fall apart- Post Malone Renzyx remix (in media)
I managed to get out of the car and carry Kayleigh back to the road while crying so much that everything was a blur. I was so scared of losing her. She's all I had. I set her down and got my phone out to call the ambulance, ignoring probably one of the worst pains I've ever had from when I hit my head on the steering wheel. "911 What's your emergency?" the operator asked through the line. "Uh w-we j-just had a crash and m-my girlfriend won't wake u-up" I cried, hysterically.
I was surprised that the operator actually understood what I was saying. "Ok sir can you tell me where you are?" she questioned. I told her what road we were on and she told me to stay with Kayleigh to make sure she was breathing. She was but only just. I heard faint cries for help on the other side of the trees and slowly got up. I forgot about the other driver because I was so focused on Kayleigh and telling the operator to hurry up.
I ran down the steep hill to the red car that was badly crushed up as much as ours. I helped the lady out and carefully dragged her on the road next to Kayleigh so I could keep an eye on them. I impatiently waited for the ambulances to arrive and when they did, I got in the same one as her and we sped off to the hospital. They were checking Kayleigh and then one of them checked on me and they said that I must stay awake because I hit my head really hard so I needed immediate attention once we got there.
We arrived a few minutes later and I was screaming at the nurses to let me stay with her but I started to feel dizzy and leaned on the wall for support as my eyes began to get heavy and I began to fall into a deep sleep. I could feel my body hit the hard floor but I felt no pain and the last thing I remembered was thinking about Kayleigh. She was so beautiful and I loved her so much even though I never expected to fall in love with anyone especially this young. I wasn't into relationships. I thought they were pointless until I met her.
I woke up to a bright white light and saw it was now the morning on the clock on the bedside cabinet next to me. I then looked to the corner and saw Ethan, my twin, sleeping on a chair. I began to tear up because I hadn't seen him in almost two years. "Ethan" my voice croaked because I was very thirsty. He stirred a little before opening his eyes and darting up towards me, engulfing me in the biggest hug I've ever had. "Gray I've missed you so much" he sniffled. "I've missed you too" my voice broke. He gave me the glass of water that was on the cabinet and I downed it all. He chuckled a little and sat back next to me on the bed.
I weakly smiled at him and then quickly sat up, giving myself the biggest headache ever. "Kayleigh! Where is she? Is she ok?" I panicked and E made me lay back down. "She's in a coma but she's stable. She'll be ok Grayson I promise" he assured. I nodded my head unsurely but started crying because she was in a coma. "Can I see her? I need to see her" I said getting up but he once again forced me back down. "No not yet. You need to rest but I 'll take you soon or tomorrow" he answered and I shook my head. "This is all my fault. I need to see her. Please Ethan" I cried. He sighed and walked to the door, checking to see if there was any nurses but I guess it was clear since he came back and helped me up, half carrying me and putting me in a wheel chair.
He wheeled me to the room she was in and my heart instantly shattered like delicate glass being slammed into a wall. She layed there, lifeless on the hospital bed covered in cuts and bruises. I wheeled myself next to her and took my hand. "I'm so so sorry Kayleigh. I love you so much" I bawled. Ethan came up to me and placed his hand on my shoulder. "It's not your fault Gray" he comforted. "C-could you g-give us a minute?" I asked and he nodded and left the room. "Baby I'm so sorry. Please if you can hear me, please come back. Please don't die. I need you. Please, I love you so much. More than you know" I began but broke down in a fit of tears. I couldn't control myself. I was a mess with tears gliding down my cheeks and harsh breathes escaping my mouth unintentionally but I couldn't stop. I couldn't breathe.
Ethan came in because he could probably hear me choking on my tears and hugged me tightly like he'd never let go again. I missed him so much but all I could think about was her. He took me back to my hospital room and I was too weak to resist, still crying a river. He gently put me back on the bed and told me to calm down but I couldn't. I was freaking out. I couldn't live with out her. I somehow fell asleep, probably from all the crying and woke up the next morning. Yes I slept a full day. I visited her again but nothing had changed.
I stayed with her all day everyday telling her how much I loved and needed her. I didn't know if she could hear me but I didn't care. If there was a chance, I'd take it.
**One month later**
I was telling Kayleigh how much I loved her and all the things I would do for her which was pretty much all I would do for hours and hours everyday and just sit with her holding her small hands in my larger ones. "I can't wait to marry you and see what our future holds for us..." I began and paused for a moment, stroking her soft cheek with the pad of my thumb. "I never thought I would ever stick to one girl but then I met you. You've changed me so much. I can't wait for our sons first ever big football game or the fist time meeting our daughters boyfriend. I'd scare the shit out of him to make sure he would never hurt her" I laughed at the last part and then started silently crying. "We've got one hell of a life ahead of us Kayleigh and I can't believe how lucky I am to spent it with you" my voice broke as I placed soft kisses of the back of her hand, holding it to my face. I suddenly felt her hand slightly flinch and my eyes widened as I shot up from my seat.
"Kayleigh?" I asked and she moved her fingers a little. "One second, Baby" I half whispered and ran out of the room to get a nurse. I found one and she ran with me back to Kayleigh's room to find her head moved to the other side. She was definitely making huge progress and I was so relieved and happy. I began to cry again and the nurse kindly asked me to leave and wait outside while other nurses where entering the room. I hesitantly left and went outside and called Ethan. He was already on his way to the hospital so he got here a few minutes later.
I ran up to him and talked him in a bear hug, tears streaming down my cheeks. "Oh my god! I'm so happy for you Gray! She seems amazing and I can't wait to meet her properly" he excitedly yelled. I told him so much about her and he was really happy that I found her because she makes me happy and a better person. We ran into the hospital and took our seats in the waiting room and just sat there in silence, both shuffling around in our seats due to the excitement. "I can't believe I get to see my Babygirl again. I miss her so much!" I said, trying to keep quiet but failing miserably, earning stares from others in the room.
We waited for around two hours although it felt like an eternity and we ran to her room and there she was...
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