What's wrong with me?(Chanyeol POV)

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Beautiful. Neomu aremdawo. That's the perfect word to describe what i see right now. She sleeps so peacefully, i can even hear her soft breath. She hugs her buzz lightyear dolls so tightly. I envy him. He must be warm.
She looks so beautiful, young and unprotected. The perfect reason for any man to be close with her. Hmmm.
The galaxy bed lamps hovering above us as if saying that we belong in the same universe. Aish. What is wrong with me? I have to keep my head straight. I'm not going to think over her. But the reality is different. It it is hard. It is so damn hard. It is starting to get harder to act as if she's nothing because she's simply not. She didn't even try to impress me but that beautiful dimples that i saw in the airport ahhh i will never be able to forget that. Is it her almost perfect features that draws me in? Is it her sarcasm whenever she talks with me? Is it her adorable accent? Is it her amazing food? What is it about her that is so special? I can't even answer that. It is so damn frustrating thinking about her all these days. I have only known her for weeks yet she tortures me with this weird feeling. I don't even know her that well.
*kriiiiing* Ah. It must be my manager. He must have stressed out knowing me gone for hours without him. "Yeoboseyo?," i greet. "YA! Hyung jigeum odieyo?," he asks. It's definitely Sehun's voice. Thank goodness. "I'm in Janet's place. What's wrong?," i say truthfully. "Yaaaa daebak! You move faster than i thought!," he says and laughs. "Move that dirty mind out of your head! There was some issues and i wanted to check on her since she's alone in Seoul. I wanted to know if she's alright. Thank goodness she's fine," i explain. "Hmmm thank god she's alright. When are you coming back? Uri leader starts to wonder where you at. Comeback as soon as you can. We have recording at noon, remember?," he asks. He might be the youngest of us all but he takes care of his hyungs. "Ne ne arasso. I'll be there in 30. I just want to make sure she's asleep first," i say simply as if it's perfectly normal doing this. "Whoa. I envy you. I never even see my girl sleeping," he jokes. "Ya! Jen is not my girl, Sehun-ah. I'll hang up first, then" i hear him laughing and say kill the call.
Something caught my eyes as i stroll around her room. In the other side of her room, there's this little polaroid photos hanging beautifully. I walk closer as the warm white tumblr lamps caught my attention. Whoa. It's her photos with several people. They might be people who are close to her. I see her kissing some old foreign man which i assume to be her dad. She looks a lot like him. I also see her smiling brightly holding a bucket of red roses wearing red dress. Gorgeous. I find myself staring at that one particular photo for minutes. I take out my phone and capture that photo. What the hell Yeol? I move to the other photos mostly her with Rosé. They both look so young in their pajamas. They must be close friends back then.
Omona. Somehow i'm not very surprised to see Jackson's photo with her dominating the lines. She was being honest when she told me that she knew Jackson before he debut. There is a photo of Jackson with his gold medal smiling brightly. There's even a photo of Jackson's mom and her smiling brightly in the dining table. I assume it's family dinner between those two. Jackson looks like her brother as he always hold her in every of their photos. There's also one photo of Jackson piggy-back Jen in the beach. They're wearing summer clothes. Jen in her shorts and yellow stripes crop top and Jackson only with his ocean blue trunks. Whoa. I don't like it. I don't like the fact that she wears those crop top, too revealing. I hate that she looks utterly beautiful in that picture with him. Ohhh god. There's this weird feeling inside my heart. They look very happy. They look so close, too close actually. They look like a happy couple. What's wrong with me? I get rid of that thought out of my mind and storm around the other photos.
"Ehh?," i'm surprised by what i see. Igoneun mwoeyo? Why does his photo hanging in this bottom line? Is it really him? Ho-how is this happening? Do they know each other? My mind is completely blank as i ask too many question to myself. It's that one particular photo that somehow punches me in the gut. Minho Hyung. It's Choi Minho. It is Shinee's Choi Minho. I see his photo hanging on the bottom lines. It's a black and white photo of him laughing over something and Jen captured the moment beautifully. He looks so comfy in his sweater and jeans. The fact that he's barefoot make me assume that he's somehow in somebody's house. He might be in Jen's house. OMO. Were they a thing...? Is that her house?

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